Viktor Wrote:
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> Not a victim of eesh Wrote:
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> > Anyway, it's still tragic seeing
> > someone so broken by the world that they result
> to
> > the things eesh has done to people in real
> life,
> > all because they annoyed him on the Internet.
> The
> > weak mindedness and childlike behavior of it
> all
> > is so sad. He never grew up. Something really
> bad
> > happened to eesh and instead of being strong
> and
> > overcoming it he just punished anyone else who
> > breathed lol. He really has an issue with
> material
> > objects and people having family or significant
> > others. It's puzzling to him, he sees people in
> > such a low light but yet they still have at
> least
> > one other human who cares for and about them
> and
> > eesh has nobody, he doesn't understand it.
> >
> >
> > "How can this fat guy have a girlfriend when I
> > don't"
> > "How can they afford this when I have to steal"
> > "How can their parents still love and support
> them
> > after they did this and mine abandoned me"
> >
> > -inside the mind of eesh
>
> As a fellow loner I can attempt to flesh this out
> a bit farther..loneliness does terrible, awful
> things to people if you let it. People that have
> never had to cope with true loneliness honestly
> have no idea of the fucking pain. Sadness turns to
> a deep, primal rage, the sort of anger that caused
> Cain to kill Abel. Biblical wrath sort of shit.
> Loneliness turns men into monsters, and in this
> regard I think Eesh held himself together better
> than many people could have possibly hoped.
+1
I'm a pretty lonely guy, but I manage just fine. Though, if you aren't careful it can fucking get to you, and quick.
I'm self employed + live alone = lonely
It used to the be the only socialization I got was at the grocery store, sad but true.
I knew there was more to life and just got the fuck out there, went outside my comfort zone, now I have a good girl I love and not many, but a couple good friends. My 2 dogs and my bird (African Grey/it's s so fucking smart, and emotionally developed just like a human, talks a lot!) make life quite enjoyable for me now.
tl;dr
Eesh, get a dog, and start talking to fat chicks on PoF. Work your way up to a good looking gal you really like.