RE: Silver backed glass
No this thread is not by the same person, but I have posted a number of posts. I did not start this thread my traffickers did. They are actively looking for a street character to take care of me.They sure took care of my brother.
There are other girls still stuck under their control that I grew up with and that hurts me because I love them them. Jessica, Melanie, and I made it out. This thread was started by Denise Gibson, the Madams daughter, who helped groom me under Tim Beckowitz also brainwashed, and I believe put up to being my Gorilla Pimp.
I haven't socialized with the Madam and her flying monkeys since I was 21-years-old.I am now 37-years-old. H Denise came looking for me in 2008, after her boyfriend Jamie left her. Most likely her mask fell off and he became a target just like I did.
Denise tried to rob his house after asking me for a ride to stop and talk to someone. I pulled the car over and gave all of his belongings back. But, she hid the movie PRECIOUS neatly in the back seat of my car. She tried to get me to go to the magistrate and say that Jamie hit her. I didn't lie to the Magistrate, but I was still in fear and in the grips of my brainwashing.
She then invited me to her Mothers house to catch up with Madam Ellen who was laying in the bed. Immediatly my heart started beating as I remembered how neatly I was tucked in the bed in-between gang bangs. She knew right away that I was in college and living a normal life after I talked about how nice GMU was. She knew right away there wasn't any re-infiltrating me.
Then a couple years passed and Denise got into a relationship with Daniel Deeds, who happened to die in the same fashion they planned to kill me: A lethal dose of Heroin.
Shortly after his death a van pulled up at my house and 3 men tried to shove me in the van. I went to the Cops in Manassas and I was taken seriously. I was also sold to many Police Officers while I was being trafficked. I don't feel safe. Daniel has a young pretty daughter around the same age they started grooming me.
I, however, was not a pretty child I was told this is what "Ugly girls had to do to get out of the ghetto", and then turned against my mother and brainwashed into believing she didn't want me.
I heard them plotting my murder many times when they thought I was knocked out. However, I escaped and was "saved" by other street characters. I was caught selling drugs shortly after at Osbourne Park High School. I was 14 years old.
When I got out of the Group Home for Girls my memories were gone. I went off to college in a fog, and one these teams grabbed my brother and turned him into the biggest Weed dealer in the country.He just finished a 10 year sentence for selling Pot, and these evil souls are living just fine.
My message is getting lost.I totally agree. I think I get caught in the trenches of my PTSD and I lose focus. And, my Dissociative Identity Disorder allows these memories to get lost in a blanket of guilt and shame; and, I grab on to one of my street personalities I used to survive in the streets. "Crazy Crissi" was my street name. I've also got some TBI as a result of them beatings I endured under Tim Beckowitz, the Gorilla Pimps. Just picturing Denise's face feeding on pain puts me in a state of Panic and self defense.
"Chrissy are you ready to die yet?" she would whisper in my ear after Tim had knocked me out and hid me in the Woods.
Bottom line is I am not going to see another person die in the hands of my traffickers. Ellen separated us well and kept Denise "innocent" until her 20's" to mask and get away with what she had done. Ellen lived in the trailer park for one year, and got the kingdom rolling and then slid off to live in Gainesville on Gene's dime--where I'm sure she restarted the kingdom with fresh victims.
My traffickers started this thread. I was forced to "sell myself" all over Manassas to get Crack etc. If I didn't "do it right" Tim would beat me, piss on me, or force teams of men to Gang bang me into submission. If I didn't grab other girls and infiltrate them into this madness. He told me he would kill my family. Again, I was 14 years old and the other girls were minors too.
There shouldn't be a statute of limitations on crimes like these, because master criminals like this know what this type of trauma does to a child's heart and soul and they have guaranteed our silence.
Did you see that they caught the Mayor buying child slaves? This kingdom in bigger than you think. Ellen made sure all of us kids would walk away blaming each other. I need them to WAKE UP!!
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