@Imfrom - first off, sorry you have to deal with yr demons, yo. Secondly, if you are/were a soldier THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE TO OUR COUNTRY! I mean that from my heart for reals. Ok, now thirdly, and this shit is harsh so if you cant deal, ignore what I'm about to say
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ok, thirdly, your ENTIRE post kinda proves why suicide is selfish. You yourself state that when you were doing it, you were thinking ONLY of your pain and suffering. I'm not trying to discredit your deal. I'm just stating that's what you said. And that's the definition of the word
http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/selfish
Again, I aint discounting yr pain - I'm just telling you what I got from what you volunteered up. You gave 3 examples as to why you choose suicide over getting help, and none of those examples involved other ppl, thinking of other ppl, or asking other ppl for help. And all that suggests that the thought of other ppl were not on your mind, for whatever reason. Which, of course, goes right back up to that definition. Dispute it if you will. Keep in mind, bro - and you said it yourself - not everyone has suicidal thoughts for the same reason - your reasons may truly be UNIQUE, I dunno. All I know is what I got from what you said, which is why I'm letting you know, k?
For the record, I dont like guns.....but SHIT it's ppls right to have them y'know? And in this particular instance, talking about banning guns makes about as much sense as banning Jermantown Rd cause that other crazy lady jumped off it.