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best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: gunny ()
Date: May 30, 2013 09:17AM

This is a serious question:

I want to end it. I know nothing about guns, at all. What is the best gun to kill yourself with, guaranteed to do the job, and what is the price range?

Also, is it better to shoot yourself in the head, through the temple, up through the mouth, or through the chest?

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: head scratcher ()
Date: May 30, 2013 09:20AM

> ...(for a novice)...

Hmmm...are there EXPERIENCED people who have blown their brains out?

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: BEH ()
Date: May 30, 2013 10:29AM

I'd say hold the barrel of the gun to your forehead at a slightly downward angle.

Make sure the caliber is at least 38 or 357 , I wouldn't trust a 22 or a 25, you want to make sure your brain is really decimated.

The price range should not be a consideration, buy it on credit, who is going to collect once you're blown to eternity?

Thank you for not commiting suicide with a train,or jumping off an overpass onto a highway, it ruins the day for thousands of commuters.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Enrico Palazzo ()
Date: May 30, 2013 10:37AM

I would think a shotgun upwards in the mouth would do the job.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: BEH ()
Date: May 30, 2013 11:14AM

Oh yes, but very messy.

Don't forget, SOMEONE has to clean up.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Blowtorch999 ()
Date: May 30, 2013 11:23AM

12 gauge. 9 pellet buck shot. Under the chin pointed at about a 45 degree angle. Your head will be turned into a red mist.

I too am curious how someone could have experience at blowing their brains out?

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: WingNut ()
Date: May 30, 2013 11:28AM

Blowtorch999 Wrote:
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> I too am curious how someone could have experience
> at blowing their brains out?
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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: WingNut ()
Date: May 30, 2013 11:29AM

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: BEH ()
Date: May 30, 2013 12:03PM

I guess a little head is out of the question

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: backpacker ()
Date: May 30, 2013 12:09PM

BEH Wrote:
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> Oh yes, but very messy.
>
> Don't forget, SOMEONE has to clean up..


Best thing to do would be to drive up to skyline drive and hike about a mile into the woods before you do it. After they find your car a couple days later the buzzards will show the park service employees your location and by then there will not be much left for them to bag up and haul out of there. You can always rent a car if you need to.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: GetM@th ()
Date: May 30, 2013 12:18PM

WingNut Wrote:
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> -

Oh yeah, that really helped keeping the mess down. How considerate of her to spray her brains in the tub.

Best way is to get questioned in relation to the Boston Bombings. The Feds will clean up everything free of charge.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Mr GFR ()
Date: May 30, 2013 12:42PM

Best way to do it is drive out Rt29 towards the Manassas battlefields. Stop at the rock place. Climb the fence and then jump. Its a sure way and much cheaper.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: gunny ()
Date: May 30, 2013 12:58PM

BEH Wrote:
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> I'd say hold the barrel of the gun to your
> forehead at a slightly downward angle.
>
> Make sure the caliber is at least 38 or 357 , I
> wouldn't trust a 22 or a 25, you want to make sure
> your brain is really decimated.
>
> The price range should not be a consideration, buy
> it on credit, who is going to collect once you're
> blown to eternity?
>
> Thank you for not commiting suicide with a
> train,or jumping off an overpass onto a highway,
> it ruins the day for thousands of commuters.


thank you, but layman's terms please; what is the gun called that you would recommend? does the gun have a name, like 'the colt magnum 89' or something? all the guages and numbers are confusing.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: 38 special ()
Date: May 30, 2013 01:43PM

Just get a cheap Rossi .38 you can pick up one at the gun show used for about 130 to 150 bucks. No need for anything fancy or accurate.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: BEH ()
Date: May 30, 2013 01:47PM

>
> thank you, but layman's terms please; what is the
> gun called that you would recommend? does the gun
> have a name, like 'the colt magnum 89' or
> something? all the guages and numbers are
> confusing.


To quote an obviously enlightened poster...
"Just get a cheap Rossi .38 you can pick up one at the gun show used for about 130 to 150 bucks. No need for anything fancy or accurate."

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: MikeTheManager ()
Date: May 30, 2013 02:05PM

Whenever one of my co-workers would threaten to commit suicide I'd ask them to please go outside the building and off Federal property. No mess for our maintenance crew to clean up and a Hell of a lot less paperwork for me to fill out. If they did it inside the building I would have all sorts of paperwork. If they did it outside all I would have to do is send my boss a memo saying they failed to report to work as scheduled.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: friskydingo ()
Date: May 30, 2013 02:19PM

I would use a shotgun, any 12 gauge will work, but since you asked for specifics, go with the Remington 870. Buy the shortest barrel you can (easier to hold). Any gun store or sporting goods store should have one. Buy 00 buck shot, any brand.

Please call these people first though - 1-800-273-8255
.

 
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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Blowtorch999 ()
Date: May 30, 2013 02:58PM

Hahaha I have the exact gun. Called the Home Defender. 18" barrel and holds 7 shells (altho you should only need one for this job)

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: friskydingo ()
Date: May 30, 2013 03:18PM

Blowtorch999 Wrote:
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> Hahaha I have the exact gun. Called the Home
> Defender. 18" barrel and holds 7 shells (altho you
> should only need one for this job)


Me too!

 

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: eesh ()
Date: May 30, 2013 03:28PM

Save $50-$100 and get a Mossberg.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Penny Pincher ()
Date: May 30, 2013 03:31PM

eesh, why would saving money be an issue?

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Cam ()
Date: July 20, 2013 12:19AM

Damn...not one parson told this bro to get help...i guess ill be that guy, listen to me, you should try some ecstasy or acid, please, like that helped me, go to some raves...idk, your worth more than you think buddie c: sorry if your already dead v-v

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Dear Cam ()
Date: July 20, 2013 12:42PM

friskydingo Wrote:
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> I would use a shotgun, any 12 gauge will work, but
> since you asked for specifics, go with the
> Remington 870. Buy the shortest barrel you can
> (easier to hold). Any gun store or sporting goods
> store should have one. Buy 00 buck shot, any
> brand.
>
> Please call these people first though -
> 1-800-273-8255
> .



He told them to get help

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Pinay Fan ()
Date: July 20, 2013 01:12PM

Here's some help.
Go to the Phillipines first and throw yourself a helluva going away party. Try the Dollhouse in Angeles city. Help the LBFMs out before you off yourself. Hell, you might change your mind!

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: David Redman ()
Date: March 12, 2014 08:32AM

I have to say it is sad that no one made even a slight suggestion to not doing. Gunny. brother there are other options. There is still light at the end of the tunnel. I know you don't want to hear it but there is. Just give it a day. If not for you then how bout for a soldier who thinks it all te time but straps up and moves out. A guy like me. I don't know you but I truly hope that you continue to go on with your life. I wish you the best of luck, God bless and I hope love enters your heart.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: GetM4th ()
Date: March 12, 2014 09:02AM

Uh....I think it's a bit late for that. Actually way late and $50 short!

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: KaiserPermenente ()
Date: March 29, 2014 08:32PM

I have had a Nuerological disease for about a year that can be controled or even sent into remission with IV immmuniglogulin treatment, but although I have Kaiser insurance they have refused to do the tests to diagnose and treat me because the treatment is expensive. Month after month I fought for each additional test to get me closer to the treatment I need that is covered by my insurance that I paid for but they have stalled for over a year. Now i am bedridden an too sick and poor to fight or sue at this point because I haven't worked for so long and because they refused to treat me for so long. I have purchased a Mossberg 500 12 gauge shotgun. I am ordering #1 buckshot ammo as that is the most effective. http://www.ar15.com/content/page.html?id=176

http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/firearms After the 10 day waiting period I will be free from the pain. This is Kaiser insurance in southern california.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Debbie Downer Democrat XD ()
Date: March 30, 2014 02:36AM

Penny Pincher Wrote:
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> eesh, why would saving money be an issue?


Because Mossberg weapons are built in Connecticut. I think each year when they realize that their sales keep on growing, it's got to be a great number to rub in the fact of the anti-gun whack-jobs who live in Connecticut.



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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: adskljf; ()
Date: March 30, 2014 02:48AM

gunny Wrote:
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> This is a serious question:
>
> I want to end it. I know nothing about guns, at
> all. What is the best gun to kill yourself with,
> guaranteed to do the job, and what is the price
> range?
>
> Also, is it better to shoot yourself in the head,
> through the temple, up through the mouth, or
> through the chest?
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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Dexter Morgan ()
Date: March 30, 2014 04:00AM

Guns are for shooting others.. Not yourself

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: H&K Guy ()
Date: March 30, 2014 08:04AM

Do not kill yourself.

It is selfish and will ruin the lives of everyone that loves, cares about, and has befriended you.

Get help by calling the Suicide Prevention Hotline.

But if you ever reach the level of complete selfishness that makes you determined to kill yourself - please participate in the Republican 'Climate Change is a Hoax' study first.

Fill your car with gas. Then park your car in your garage. Close the garage doors. Run a hose from the car exhaust pipe in through a crack in the drivers side window. Put towels on either side of the hose to seal the window. Get in the drivers seat. Close the door. Start the car. Recline the seat. Nod off to sleep for 6-8 hours. Simply report your experiences here on FFXU the following day.

Next, exercise your 2nd Amendment rights and go buy a cheap used gun without a background check at some gun show even though you are in the Suicide Prevention Hotline database which even the NSA can't tap into. Then participate in the Republican 'Guns don't kill people' study. Load your gun. Put it to your head. Turn the safety off. Pull the trigger. Have your gun tell us how it didn't kill you the following day.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Idenity Theft ()
Date: March 30, 2014 10:17AM

H&K Guy Wrote:
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> Do not kill yourself.
>
> It is selfish and will ruin the lives of everyone
> that loves, cares about, and has befriended you.
>
> Get help by calling the Suicide Prevention
> Hotline.
>
> But if you ever reach the level of complete
> selfishness that makes you determined to kill
> yourself - please participate in the Republican
> 'Climate Change is a Hoax' study first.
>
> Fill your car with gas. Then park your car in your
> garage. Close the garage doors. Run a hose from
> the car exhaust pipe in through a crack in the
> drivers side window. Put towels on either side of
> the hose to seal the window. Get in the drivers
> seat. Close the door. Start the car. Recline the
> seat. Nod off to sleep for 6-8 hours. Simply
> report your experiences here on FFXU the following
> day.
>
> Next, exercise your 2nd Amendment rights and go
> buy a cheap used gun without a background check at
> some gun show even though you are in the Suicide
> Prevention Hotline database which even the NSA
> can't tap into. Then participate in the Republican
> 'Guns don't kill people' study. Load your gun. Put
> it to your head. Turn the safety off. Pull the
> trigger. Have your gun tell us how it didn't kill
> you the following day.


You identify yourself by a gun manufacturer? Pathetic

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: FactChecker ()
Date: March 30, 2014 11:38AM

Dexter Morgan Wrote:
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> Guns are for shooting others.. Not yourself

Since when did Dexter kill with guns?

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Rocko Jocko ()
Date: May 04, 2014 03:54AM

friskydingo Wrote:
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> I would use a shotgun, any 12 gauge will work, but
> since you asked for specifics, go with the
> Remington 870. Buy the shortest barrel you can
> (easier to hold). Any gun store or sporting goods
> store should have one. Buy 00 buck shot, any
> brand.
>
> Please call these people first though -
> 1-800-273-8255
> .




Can felons own firearms?

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Harry Tuttle ()
Date: May 04, 2014 03:58AM

I think it's funny the op was asking about price range...

Signatures are for fags

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: eesh ()
Date: May 04, 2014 04:04AM

Harry Tuttle Wrote:
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> I think it's funny the op was asking about price
> range...




So suicide is funny to you? That speaks volumes about your character, or lack thereof.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Harry Tuttle ()
Date: May 04, 2014 04:09AM

Hay esh, how long did it that to get that mascara off, huh?

Putting mascara on... Is thay something you do instead of having a sense of humor?

Thanks in advance for your speedy reply.

Signatures are for fags

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: eesh ()
Date: May 04, 2014 04:12AM

Harry Tuttle Wrote:
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> Hay esh, how long did it that to get that mascara
> off, huh?
>
> Putting mascara on... Is thay something you do
> instead of having a sense of humor?
>
> Thanks in advance for your speedy reply.
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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Harry Tuttle ()
Date: May 04, 2014 04:36AM

Lol... Homie can't type... How long did it that to? Wtf

Harry Tuttle Wrote:
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> Hay esh, how long did it that to get that mascara
> off, huh?
>
> Putting mascara on... Is thay something you do
> instead of having a sense of humor?
>
> Thanks in advance for your speedy reply.

Signatures are for fags

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: PEkdG ()
Date: May 04, 2014 04:39AM

Harry Tuttle Wrote:
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> Lol... Homie can't type... How long did it that
> to? Wtf
>
> Harry Tuttle Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----

wut

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: creature ()
Date: May 06, 2014 08:37PM

No you ding dong. Experienced gun handler.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: creature ()
Date: May 06, 2014 08:53PM

I woulnt worry what gun would work. dont use a gun! You may end up a vegitable. Guns will kick and youll probly miss the right spot. Id use dynamite. Wrap a couple sticks around your neck,all u need is a button to push,to set it off. And doit in the desert. You wont have a big mess in your car or in your house.your loved ones can have your car and you can give your house to them too. Now thats not selfish.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: assh0le ()
Date: November 25, 2014 02:47PM

creature Wrote:
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> I woulnt worry what gun would work. dont use a
> gun! You may end up a vegitable. Guns will kick
> and youll probly miss the right spot. Id use
> dynamite. Wrap a couple sticks around your
> neck,all u need is a button to push,to set it off.
> And doit in the desert. You wont have a big mess
> in your car or in your house.your loved ones can
> have your car and you can give your house to them
> too. Now thats not selfish.

but where to get dynamite?

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Noyoudint ()
Date: November 25, 2014 02:57PM

Skip all that nonsense. Just listen to some gun nut drone on about the right to own any and all guns. That should make your head explode.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: If at first you dont succeed.... ()
Date: December 30, 2014 08:19PM

I won the "how many downers can you drop" contest a few years ago. I survived 52 - 10mg Percocet and 30 - 0.5 mg Xanax. I was found 2 days later with a blood sugar of 6 (not compatible with life) and woke up 3 days later in the hospital. 5 agonizing days in a psych ward, which was worse than death. 2 years later I am ready to give it a second try, but don't wanna leave anything to chance. I have a 12 guage and some skeet shot, I think this should do the trick, gonna try the mouth / brainstem method, if it doesn't work I will let you know!

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: jkrhrh ()
Date: December 30, 2014 09:13PM

Come back and let us know how it worked out.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: I Don't Know? ()
Date: December 30, 2014 09:40PM

Really it does not matter what you use as long as you do it correctly.

Eat the bullet.

http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=9d9_1353107755

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
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Date: December 30, 2014 09:47PM


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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Aaron Alexis ()
Date: December 31, 2014 11:05PM

friskydingo Wrote:
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> Blowtorch999 Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----
> > Hahaha I have the exact gun. Called the Home
> > Defender. 18" barrel and holds 7 shells (altho
> you
> > should only need one for this job)
>
>
> Me too!

I can personally vouch for the reliability and ease of handling of this weapon. Worked flawlessly at the Navy Yard a couple years ago!

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Donny You're Out of Your Element ()
Date: January 01, 2015 12:23AM

What is your reason for wanting to do this? I'm sincerely curious? Terminal illness? Betrayal by someone you gave your soul to? Catastrophic injury? Burn victim? Prior attempt with shotgun that didn't work out? You're 95 with no family and stuck in an abusive nursing home? You were imprisoned for a crime you didn't commit and are sodomized on a daily basis by your cell mate and his friends? You're homeless, freezing to death, with no family, and no one will help? Honestly, I have to wonder.

Look dude, sometimes life is good. Sometimes life sucks. Sometimes life sucks for a very long time through no fault of your own, perhaps even because you did the right thing and got thrown under the bus for your trouble by corrupt people trying to cover their tracks. It happens. Sometimes you can't see a way out. When that happens, you have choices.

You can choose religion. They'll tell you who to worship and where to send money and you'll have a peer group...which beats not having a peer group.

You can see a shrink. They'll give you meds, care till your insurance runs out, and take (rather than ask for) your money. You're only peer group will be other people who think they are screwed up and must pay a shrink so someone will pretend they care about them. The shrink sure isn't inviting you over to watch the football game.

Or you can just realize, life is short, no one is getting out alive. The douche who sabotaged you isn't either, but why give the bastard the satisfaction of seeing you quit? Why give the person who hurt you the satisfaction of learning that you gave up. No way.

Take a trip, indulge in something you enjoy, maybe you'll realize you enjoy something and figure out a way to do more of it. But dying, crap, I'd at least want to go skydiving and skip the chute or scuba diving to the blue hole and drop my regulator or do something fun.

A gun...why bother...shit, just get a heavy revolver in a caliber sufficient to hunt deer and call it. Otherwise, live a little and call someone and get some help...

That's what I'd advise.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Kurt Cobain ()
Date: January 01, 2015 01:47AM

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: I Don't Know? ()
Date: January 01, 2015 08:51AM

The Bud Dwyer clip is real, for those that do not know he was a crooked politician from Penn I believe....

If you are to launch a temple shot it ends up more like this....

http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=ab9_1342553802&comments=1

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: CSI FFU ()
Date: January 01, 2015 09:50AM

Kurt Cobain Wrote:
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Looks fake to me. No recoil and no hammer drop.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: SomeDudeFromTheNet ()
Date: February 19, 2015 08:34PM

So I guess the forum met with another success story?..

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: UF7hY ()
Date: February 19, 2015 08:44PM

head scratcher Wrote:
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> > ...(for a novice)...
>
> Hmmm...are there EXPERIENCED people who have blown
> their brains out?

The entire republican party............

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: WingNut ()
Date: February 19, 2015 08:55PM

I Don't Know? Wrote:
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> The Bud Dwyer clip is real, for those that do not
> know he was a crooked politician from Penn I
> believe....
>
> If you are to launch a temple shot it ends up more
> like this....
>
> http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=ab9_1342553802&comm
> ents=1


That's a goodie there...

Listen to the cops after it happens.. "Holy fuck" "Nobody shook him [down]"
They are worried shitless about what their superiors are going to say.


idontlikebeingrightaboutshitlikethisbutiam



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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Derek Weaver ()
Date: March 08, 2015 05:38AM

Snide replies aside, take this seriously, IF YOU DO DO IT, just know, in your mouth then point the barrel of the gun up into the rough of your mouth - this ensures placement and consequence. ANd is preferable to a gaping hole in your face, and being alive to deal with it.

But don't do it. Otherwise, good luck!!!

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Be considerate ()
Date: March 17, 2015 11:22AM

Please lay plastic on the floor or better yet the ground outside.Cheap 20x20 sheet, sit in the middle. Better yet...don't do it! When I feel All's lost I go grab a sparkplug wire while the car is running, won't kill you but really resets the brain for the rest of the day. My personal best is about 2.5 seconds at 2000 rpm. It really does change your suicidal thoughts. Have to ask yourself after you tried it why did my brain and body want to stop holding on to it so bad, because you really do want to live! And a good electric adrenaline high feels good afterwards! Isn't that what you want? Make the pain go away? Not kill yourself!

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: nFNmE ()
Date: March 18, 2015 04:48PM


the U.K. got citizens to disarm , having police with only night clubs, the public agreed

after [parliament] eliminated all sources of weapons they heavily armed the police - who now put a gun to the head of any brit who asks that gov do the law - and with a gun to his head - his only answer is "never mind" or burial or prison


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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: TUvhn ()
Date: March 18, 2015 04:49PM

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Gj7mM ()
Date: March 18, 2015 04:49PM

^^^ what demcrats mean when they say "unarmed"

^^^ they mean squads of hired gunman protecting political families

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: nuCw6 ()
Date: March 18, 2015 04:50PM

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: VEU9G ()
Date: March 18, 2015 04:51PM

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: 6kDH9 ()
Date: March 18, 2015 04:53PM

^^^ who the NY,NJ gov of VA , mc au lift, is running from

justice and women who wouldn't take an ounce of crap from him, living in NY

the supposed home of democrats. but it isnt'. that's a fucking lie.

NY,NY is full of fucking foreigners counterfeiting money and finincially attacking USA. that's the truth.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: tvbkc ()
Date: March 18, 2015 05:02PM

NY,NY is pushing china imports by force - attacking any factory in USA still standing. signing any false papers that the factory "is not making money" - while having 10x worse going on and shipping costs from china - that are simply dissapearing: until there's no choice - then the price quadruples.

but it's NOT New Yorker's doing it or voting for it. it's the democrat political people the whole time.

some new yorkers are fleeing the state. %50 tax rate. $60 + / carton cigarettes (was $10 / carton before NY,NY started gaining wholistic power)

meanwhile in the city there are "tax free zones" for rich political and fucking foreigners running "businesses" in NY,NY


the "real news" is. NY,NY has "moved on" from their relationship with hostile take-overs of USA factories.

they are now doing hostile take-overs of counties - and then states. wholely bankrupting the places by takeing out huge loans to NJ or NY,NY in the county's name.



what do you know. many ny polititians in fx co. area including hillary.

what do you know. bull-o-va gov must be getting it's billions in debts of loans from somewhere. YOU GUESSED IT: it's not from Nova Scotia. it's from: NY,NY


NY,NY is in VA to force it to take bogus loans and steal the tobacoo money


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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: ywcGJ ()
Date: March 18, 2015 05:03PM


it's called: HOSTILE TAKEOVER



and it's a science they study as if legal in Harvard and other trash democrat schools

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: xxyxxzxx ()
Date: March 20, 2015 06:54PM

Thanks for the tip on shotgun placement. I was afraid the in-the-mouth method might have a high failure rate. Nothing would be worse than failing once you make this decision.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Desira Dunn ()
Date: May 01, 2015 11:23PM

You assholes. Really understanding about why someone would want to do this, and that someone would have the right to what happens to their own body. I hate you all, you unsympathetic, egotistical, limited creatures

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Desira Dunn ()
Date: May 01, 2015 11:35PM

Best post yet. Yes the mental prison is the worst, worse than any suicide attempt. I have tried several time with pills, have found it doesn't work. But I am afraid that the gun will jerk, misfire, and leave me worse off, without the ability to try again.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Someone ()
Date: May 03, 2015 09:17PM

Of all the places to seek attention or advice..
Most idiots on here can't even type..

You guys make me want to shoot myself..

Stop attention seeking..
Instead of searching for Attention or Death..
Go search for Life..

People much worse off are still living happy..
Happiness is not given to you, it is earned..

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Con ()
Date: May 12, 2015 03:25PM

Nobody should tell a person to kill themselves or assist in helping them. And also to your point if he does do what you said the gun didn't kill him. He killed himself using the gun.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Simp ()
Date: May 14, 2015 03:20AM

gunny Wrote:
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> This is a serious question:
>
> I want to end it. I know nothing about guns, at
> all. What is the best gun to kill yourself with,
> guaranteed to do the job, and what is the price
> range?
>
> Also, is it better to shoot yourself in the head,
> through the temple, up through the mouth, or
> through the chest?

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Simp ()
Date: May 14, 2015 03:20AM

gunny Wrote:
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> This is a serious question:
>
> I want to end it. I know nothing about guns, at
> all. What is the best gun to kill yourself with,
> guaranteed to do the job, and what is the price
> range? G
>
> Also, is it better to shoot yourself in the head,
> through the temple, up through the mouth, or
> through the chest?

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: FGFee ()
Date: May 14, 2015 02:03PM

Please start with a nerf gun and if that doesn't work, please get a therapist .. Your life has a specific purpose and meaning.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Shit Fucker ()
Date: July 30, 2015 11:35PM

Getting tired of people saying that others have it worse off and that life has a purpose. Mental illness is mental illness and sometimes it's untreatable. What's worse, ending your existence or living a life of misery, knowing that even if situations get better your mind will always be naturally gloomy?

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: wel;........ ()
Date: July 30, 2015 11:53PM

head scratcher Wrote:
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> > ...(for a novice)...
>
> Hmmm...are there EXPERIENCED people who have blown
> their brains out?


Well, people who have attempted to shoot themselves, and somehow failed (and this does in fact happen) could at elast tell you what gun NOT to use. Or at least how not to use it.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: writer ()
Date: July 30, 2015 11:58PM

Shit Fucker Wrote:
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> Getting tired of people saying that others have it
> worse off and that life has a purpose. Mental
> illness is mental illness and sometimes it's
> untreatable. What's worse, ending your existence
> or living a life of misery, knowing that even if
> situations get better your mind will always be
> naturally gloomy?

Write poetry. Some of best poets and writers have been really depressed and suicidal. That way at least you have a chance of being famous if you do eventually off yourself.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: mentally ill ()
Date: July 31, 2015 11:23AM

Shit Fucker Wrote:
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> Getting tired of people saying that others have it
> worse off and that life has a purpose. Mental
> illness is mental illness and sometimes it's
> untreatable. What's worse, ending your existence
> or living a life of misery, knowing that even if
> situations get better your mind will always be
> naturally gloomy?


Thank you!
If you're a person who doesn't understand this, then you're a person who shouldn't be making stupid judgemental comments. And if you are one of those people who don't understand why someone would want to kill themself, then seriously be thankful. Because that means that your life isn't as hopeless & shitty as ours.
Personally, I'm tired of the "everything gets better", "don't kill yourself" shit. Some of us are really tired of living with mental illnesses that will never go away. Being a REAL burden to the few people who love us. I'm 33 years old, and have been suffering for a long time. I don't want to live like this anymore. I've tried to OD; it doesn't work. So, this time I'm going to save up money (because of my illnesses I have no savings or credit cards), buy a gun and pull the trigger. Thank you for the people on this forum who have actually been helpful.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: mentally ill ()
Date: July 31, 2015 11:39AM

H&K Guy Wrote:
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> Do not kill yourself.
>
> It is selfish and will ruin the lives of everyone
> that loves, cares about, and has befriended you.
>
> Get help by calling the Suicide Prevention
> Hotline.
>
> But if you ever reach the level of complete
> selfishness that makes you determined to kill
> yourself - please participate in the Republican
> 'Climate Change ...
>


I think it is way more selfish to tell people who are genuinely enduring endless pain & suffering every day of their life to not kill themselves because others will feel hurt. The few who care about me, whom I am a burden to, would be sad, sure. But then they could get on with their lives. Me? With my mental illnesses, my life will NEVER get better. I will NEVER stop being a burden. I will NEVER stop suffering.
You obviously have no idea what that's like.
SO SHUT THE HELL UP.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: deepthoughts_ ()
Date: July 31, 2015 11:59AM

if you are a liberal democrat, I would suggest any and all mentioned options are an excellent means to fuck off for good.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: LittleMissDeath ()
Date: September 08, 2015 02:24PM

For some reason I've met quite a few suicide survivors. I've also tried to off myself two times and couldn't do it. Now I'm 34 and realize that the intense suicidal pain will slowly pass, and come back, and then pass again, but I'll always be clinically depressed. It's just who I am. But I will die, and some times thats a great comfort. I made a deal with myself when I was 23 that I would fight my way trough another year, and if I could, that exact date next year I was allowed to kill myself. I did this for several years (obviously), and every year I felt I somehow might fight trough another year. Well, in the beginning it was days. Then weeks. Then months. You get it. I just slowly came to realize, I actually WILL die: and thats it, we all will, thats the only true justice in the world. We all die.

Not so long ago one of my friends still killed himself, and I can honestly say I understand.

It's hell to get trough shitty suicidal depression and mental illness. No one can demand that someone else should go trough hell so THEY won't feel pain. I still cried my eyeballs out over him. But I still sort of understand.

I rembember my father and my sister at my hospital bed after my last suicide attempt, the raw pain and helplessness they felt.

I just have to fight trough it no matter what. But it's hard, and somtimes...

sometimes it helps just reading threads like this one ;-)
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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Date: November 23, 2015 01:12PM

"Do not kill yourself.

It is selfish and will ruin the lives of everyone that loves, cares about, and has befriended you."

First of all, people move on. They do it all the time.

Second of all, those of us who are so "sefish" that we're ready to do ourselves in because we've had enough of being on the bottom of everybody else's shit and totally unable to crawl out from underneath years of psychopathic abusers are tired of carrying all the crap. Sorry we are so weak and stupid in life but, We're ready to go. Maybe the people who keep wanting us to be strong enough to carry all this shit when we really just can't anymore are the selfish ones? If it makes you feel better and helps you get on with your "ruined lives" that we're leaving behind, just consider that WE are finally out from under lifetimes of nothing but pain that we just could not carry anymore. Suicide hotlines, doctors and professionals of all kinds just couldn't fix us. Our relentless abusers just looked too good to the rest of the world for US to be believed. Instead of feeling bad, feel better for us. We just couldn't keep carrying the world on our shoulders to make everyone else feel better. You have your life. Enjoy it, get on with it. We got what we wanted. Relief that we couldn't find anywhere else.

Thanks for the tips.

Ready to check out myself.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Rockstar ()
Date: November 23, 2015 01:19PM

I'm generally against suicide, because I believe that everyone has something to offer, even those going through profound mental illness and pain and suffering. At the very least, you can serve by helping the medical and psychological community understand your illness.

However, if you're going to go, and you're of a certain level of maturity (say, at least 25-30, having given life a chance), and you've committed to the fact that you're going to do it anyway, please observe the following...

1) don't take anyone with you
2) limit exposing children to your remains
3) take care of your belongings BEFORE - minimize the impact on your family

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Travis Kenny ()
Date: December 28, 2015 01:22PM

Dear Gunny, and all others who are seriously considering suicide,

First, I want to apologize for all of the stupid people who have been actually suggesting methods for you to kill yourself, without offering any love or compassion to you. True active suicidal ideation is the lowest spot of pain that exists in human existence. I am so sorry that you are in such a place of pain and hopelessness.
I know that you really don't want to die- you really want to be happy, to be loved, to know how to smile and to have fun, to be loved by someone in a relationship, to have friends, and to feel comfortable in your own skin.
I am so sorry that you have been deceived into believing that you are no good, and that there is no hope. You have a spiritual enemy, an opponent to your soul and your well-being, and he desires nothing for you other than sheer misery and unhappiness.
First, please call 1 (800) 273-8255 at the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, even if you have already given it a chance before. There are many people there who know exactly how you feel, and oftentimes doing that kind of work is what keeps them from entering that dark place themselves. If you don't feel a connection with the person that you are talking with, ask to be transferred to someone else (a male or female or whatever it is that will bring you comfort).
Second, you may email me anytime and I will email you everyday and encourage you to bring you hope and a friendship because I too have struggled with feeling like I don't belong here and that things will never change. My email address is traviskenny79@gmail.com. Just the fact that you are sincerely suicidal places you at the top of my friendships list- It makes you valuable and worthwhile to me. This life if tough, no doubt, and some of us don't get dealt a fair hand compared to others. There are a million things that can go wrong that can cause us to want to not be here anymore. Please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. Please email me anytime that you like and I will be your genuine friend and supporter. I live in La Mirada, CA and I would love to hang out with you if you are ever in the area. People like us need each other, and the more that we unite and encourage one another, the more that we find out that it's really everyone else that's mentally ill. How could you not be saddened by the world and the shape that it's in? How could you be so calloused and insensitive as to not let these things depress and affect you? Whoever you are, know that you are worth it, and that you are special in the eyes of the One who made you. Whether you believe it or not, you are being attacked and lied to by the enemy of your soul. There are endless options for you to find the hope that you had before these thoughts entered your mind. Together, people like us can find the strength and the courage to carry on. Again, I am so sorry for whoever has hurt you, rejected you, ignored you, bullied you, made fun of you, or harmed you in your life. You are special in the eyes of Him who made you- more special than you will ever know. I look forward to getting to know you.

Sincerely,

Travis J. Kenny

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: don't go alone ()
Date: December 28, 2015 09:23PM

Rockstar Wrote:
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> I'm generally against suicide, because I believe
> that everyone has something to offer, even those
> going through profound mental illness and pain and
> suffering. At the very least, you can serve by
> helping the medical and psychological community
> understand your illness.
>
> However, if you're going to go, and you're of a
> certain level of maturity (say, at least 25-30,
> having given life a chance), and you've committed
> to the fact that you're going to do it anyway,
> please observe the following...
>
> 1) don't take anyone with you
> 2) limit exposing children to your remains
> 3) take care of your belongings BEFORE - minimize
> the impact on your family


This is bad advice. I too am against suicide, but if you're going to do it here are some better requests to observe:

1) Please do take some bad guys with you. Whoever you can take down, be it Isis, Al Queda, Taliban, etc. Just kill some filthy Muzzie dogs when you go. If possible try and target their leaders.

2) Do it outside this country. You will not be needing money in the afterlife, so use your savings or take out a loan to travel to the middle east for the act.

3) Don't kill any innocent people or even "innocent" Muslimes if possible.

With all the suicides that Americans commit every year, it is about time some good came of it. Make you last act something that will ensure a proud legacy, not simply a ball-less selfish self-extinguishing. You may think you deserve to die, but there are others far more deserving. Share the experience with them.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Shit ()
Date: December 30, 2015 02:22AM

That's terrible advice. Kill no one. Not even yourself.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: vengeance ()
Date: February 07, 2016 02:52PM

You clearly don't understand suffering. Pull your head out of your ass. If you knew what you're talking about, you wouldn't say "Other people have it worse and are still happy". If someone close to you died, would it make you feel better if a person said to you, well, I had a loss too so don't feel bad. How does that make someone who is suffering feel better? THINK about it.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Vexxxed ()
Date: February 07, 2016 06:53PM

vengeance Wrote:
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> You clearly don't understand suffering. Pull your
> head out of your ass. If you knew what you're
> talking about, you wouldn't say "Other people have
> it worse and are still happy". If someone close to
> you died, would it make you feel better if a
> person said to you, well, I had a loss too so
> don't feel bad. How does that make someone who is
> suffering feel better? THINK about it.
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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: kill em ()
Date: February 07, 2016 07:07PM

don't go alone Wrote:
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> This is bad advice. I too am against suicide, but
> if you're going to do it here are some better
> requests to observe:
>
> 1) Please do take some bad guys with you. Whoever
> you can take down, be it Isis, Al Queda, Taliban,
> etc. Just kill some filthy Muzzie dogs when you
> go. If possible try and target their leaders.
>
> 2) Do it outside this country. You will not be
> needing money in the afterlife, so use your
> savings or take out a loan to travel to the middle
> east for the act.
>
> 3) Don't kill any innocent people or even
> "innocent" Muslimes if possible.
>
> With all the suicides that Americans commit every
> year, it is about time some good came of it. Make
> you last act something that will ensure a proud
> legacy, not simply a ball-less selfish
> self-extinguishing. You may think you deserve to
> die, but there are others far more deserving.
> Share the experience with them.


I like this advice. Make your life worthwhile in your last act. Take some ISIS with you.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Dreaming ()
Date: February 11, 2016 09:38PM

Thanks for the advice friends, see y'all in the afterlife if there is one :)

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Alan Fortin ()
Date: March 09, 2016 10:14AM

Thinking about ending it with a 38 handgun in the mouth, in the back yard, a note posted on the front door informing 1st responders to what they can expect upon walking into the back yard.

However, after reading these blogs, I agree, I want a little trauma to people left behind as possible. So I am thinking of wearing several rubber swim caps and donning a heavy duty motorcycle helmut or bike helmut....finally with a heavy guage plastic bag(s)over my head to reduce the scattering of bone, brain, and blood.

Any other thoughts welcome.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Ralph Pootawn ()
Date: March 09, 2016 11:11AM

gunny Wrote:
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> This is a serious question:
>
> I want to end it. I know nothing about guns, at
> all. What is the best gun to kill yourself with,
> guaranteed to do the job, and what is the price
> range?
>
> Also, is it better to shoot yourself in the head,
> through the temple, up through the mouth, or
> through the chest?


.44 magnum or .357 magnum

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Enm3j ()
Date: March 09, 2016 03:12PM

oh i have faith in you obama, keep sending me your suicide messages, put it in the school books, revise history books to be liberal. forbid 1984 and other such porn books. dont have a mental problem? the county can say you do and force inject you anyway!

oh i trust you i know your books are all good
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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Dy69x ()
Date: March 09, 2016 03:15PM

look it white make bills waste all day making a few. damn you should have ordered your press from china. that's not how you do it!
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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: gunny likes cocks ()
Date: March 09, 2016 04:08PM

gunny Wrote:
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> This is a serious question:
>
> I want to end it. I know nothing about guns, at
> all. What is the best gun to kill yourself with,
> guaranteed to do the job, and what is the price
> range?
>
> Also, is it better to shoot yourself in the head,
> through the temple, up through the mouth, or
> through the chest?

if you are a liberal democrat, any one will do!

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: uselessHomo ()
Date: March 18, 2016 03:46AM

I hope the OP found the info they were looking for.

To all the others who feel the need to criticize, why bother posting? Does it make you feel better about yourself?

And to all those who think there's always hope, no there isn't always hope. Great for you if you've been there and found a way out but some of us have no way out. You don't know what the next guy's problems are. Suicide hotlines are no different than shrink tanks. They pretend to care because they're getting paid. They don't give a shit about you. Why should they? They don't know you and your existence has fuck-all bearing on the rest of their life. If there's a hotline that gives step-by-step instructions on the surest methods for ending this prison sentence the rest of you want to call life, then I'd be the first one dialing it,

Selfish due to 'friends' and 'family's' feelings? Bullshit. Me personally I have no friends. Haven't had in a long time - years now - and to be honest I can't think of a single person I could ever look back on and say they were a true friend. I don't speak to anyone. I learned a long time ago that so-called friends are only in it as long as you have something they can benefit from. They don't give a fuck about you and will throw you under the bus to get ahead first chance they get. That's just human nature and believing anything else just makes you an idiot. And I don't give a shit about what some asshole on a forum from the other side of the country thinks he's being a friend with his jesus loves you bullshit.

"Everyone's life has purpose." Really? Maybe that's true. And maybe for some of us our life's purpose is the very act of suicide - to send a message to the ones left behind, those that bother to notice or give a fuck.

What purpose does my life have? I'd love for someone to give me a clue. I'm a 42 year old faggot who's been a failure my entire life. Everything I touch turns to shit. I didn't ask to be a faggot, just another one of those curses I got branded with from birth. Tried my best not to be, tried being interested in females, never worked. It made me suicidal in my teens but I managed to convince myself that it wasn't a big deal. I was able to hide it well enough from most people. By my mid 20s I knew I wasn't perfect enough to associate with other gay dudes. Didn't have a sculpted body and perfect looks or a 10 inch dick, didn't have an endless bank account or drive a sports car, was just a standard nobody that struggled from one dead-end retail job to the next pretending to wear a smile. Kept lying to myself that eventually I'd meet someone I could really connect with and shit wouldn't be so bad. Bullshit. Wasted my life on that shit. Tried to better myself and get a college education so I could stop working dead-end jobs for minimum wage and build a career. Actually had what I thought was a relationship at that point. Went to school. Biggest fucking mistake I ever made. 2 of the biggest that is.

Now I'm $130K in student loan debt and been unemployed for over 7 years. No one will hire me, not even fucking mcdonalds. The only thing I own is my truck and even that is 13 fucking years old. The so-called relationship ended right when school did. He got sick - appendicitis, almost died - I missed a week of school while he was trying to recover from surgery and I was takin care of him. So school kicked me out cause he wasn't family so they didn't approve my absence. Since I wasn't in school anymore I had no more student loans, which were paying for most of my living expenses, so as soon as my "boyfriend" of 3 years got better he took off, since there was no free rent for him anymore.

So now I'm 42 with insane debt, nothing of substance to offer anybody living in my parent's fucking basement. Don't qualify for any kind of assistance for shit and have to sell tin cans just to buy ramen. Yeah I can go dig ditches or do some bullshit job like that, but for what? So I can continue to scrape by alone in a life I fucking hate? It's not going to pay off my loan debt, so I'd just be working to eat and perpetuate a pointless existence. I have no kids, no dependents, no purpose, no interest in anything and I'm sick of being here. The book definition of a useless eater. I've determined that I can get a loan on my truck title to at least pay for my funeral expenses, it's worth about that much.

Right now I'm just trying to figure out what the best method for taking myself out is. I have a 9mm, don't have any intention of using it on anyone but myself, just don't want to fuck up. There's also the helium method, but I've heard mistakes with that too. Don't have a garage so the exhaust trick won't work.

In order for there to be light, there has to be darkness.

In order for there to be winners, there has to be losers.

Some of us are meant to be losers.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: BeenThereB4 ()
Date: March 26, 2016 07:59PM

I am so glad to see caring people on here with loving and kind words. To the guy that posted a kind message and gave his email address, I applaud you. I hope the OP contacts you and finds a different path. You were sent by God himself today. To the guy who is gay and considering suicide, please don't. I have a gay child and feel your pain. I raised my kids that I would always love them no matter what. Gay or straight. Not all families have done that and I'm sorry if this was your experience. If you don't feel connected then maybe think of moving to a gay friendly area. Capital Hill Seattle is good. San Francisco. Go where you feel a connection. I know the clichés : life gets better. Don't do a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Etc. The thing about it....its true! Here is the 411 of suicide: true story. A man I know and love was best friends with his sister in law. She was 8 1/2 months pregnant with her first child. She shot herself in the head an hour before her baby shower. Didn't work. So she shot herself in the abdoman killing her baby boy. Shot herself in the chest and finally died. The gun she used was a gift from her brother in law. HE was the one who had to go in the house and clean up her brains scattered all over the walls and ceiling from his gun. But before all that, her sister came to the house to set up for the baby shower and found her shot all to hell. This led to many years of alcoholism and eating disorders for the sister. Finally she went to rehab and got clean. She was never the same though ànd her husband took her in to be tested. Turns out she had dementia from the alcoholism. She was in her late 40's. She died a year ago from choking on her own vomit in a nursing home. Her husband still tells the story of cleaning up brains 23 years after. He is still traumatized. Please. Think of other solutions before you act. The ripple effects last for decades.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: DelPaxton ()
Date: March 30, 2016 02:21PM

BeenThere84...Your story has a few holes in it. She shot herself in the head, then the abdomen and then the chest. It didn't work when she shot herself in the head but yet the brother had to "clean up her brains scattered all over the walls and ceiling". Explain to us how this occurred. If her brains were in this state how the hell did she have the ability to shoot herself two additional times? Then you say the husband cleaned up the brains. Was it the brother or the husband. Or are you saying the husband was married to his sister? Incest or brother in law? Sounds to me as if you are writing a story that is just a bunch of BS and making it dramatic thinking it will change the mind of those at the point of wanting to terminate their lives. Bottom line is suicide is not a problem in the United States. Just over 42,000 people end their lives each year. This is 0.0001 of the adult population. A lot of these people have a very good reason for doing it. But you know what it doesn't matter if we think the reason is valid or not. They have the right to make this decision and they alone. uselesshomo was right. Most people that tell you they're your friends only tell you that when you have something to offer them. We are all selfish. No one does anything without a selfish reason. People give money to pan handlers on the street corner not to make the pan handler feel better but to make themselves feel better. The act of suicide is part of human nature. Always has been and always will be. If you want to end your life, do it. If you have doubts, talk to someone. However, I agree the hotlines are a joke. They are paid and trained to negotiate you out of doing the deed and they feel good about themselves in doing so. Of course, most that get talked out of it continue to feel like crap for many additional years. But that doesn't matter as long as the helpline attendant feels good, right?

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: Sharky8 ()
Date: March 30, 2016 03:01PM

Vexxed. I agree with your meme. Useless Homo --I hope you are still around.
We all go through difficult times .. some say Take things 1 day at a time .. some people have to just take things 1 minute at a time! -- just getting through the next moment! ...
I've heard emotions anonymous, EA group is very helpful in gaining a new perspective.

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Re: best gun to blow your brains out with (for a novice)
Posted by: all of you faggots ()
Date: March 30, 2016 03:31PM

Eesh, Stabitha, Sharky8 who is clearly yucky24 or stabitha, and faggged, all kill yourself. Immediately. Society will appreciate it.

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