Re: Imagine...if in 9/2000, you saw Mahammed Atta at a military function?
Date: October 02, 2008 06:19AM
Elliot, Bob,or whoever you believe yourself to be today, and I really could care less, you are the CRAZY one.
FACT:
This website has an embracing and sincere reputation? NO
You, Elliot, lack the same.
You are hurt, like a kid and angry, because I have spoken badly about you and your AM show, so you are lashing out, at me. It is so obvious through out this forum, not only me, but others as well have suffered your rage. No one, other then yourself and a few others bother to converse with you because you are totally illogical. Have you ever taken the time to talk to someone in the mental health field?
Since I have arrived to this site I have been kicked out, dumped onto the TOPIX site on the page that describes this site as Nazi driven, with a profile name that included my maiden name and the name of an Indian tribe. Coincidence?
You would say, "YES", and I would have to say what planet are you from?
I had all my PMs within this site dumped, then altered, whatz up with that?
I have barely been here a month. I have been harassed, threathened, and made to feel unwelcome.
Now that I know who's behind it, Elliot, it all makes sense. By the fact that you must advertise now tells me your ratings are taking a dive, like your site here.
For you to make some of the statements you have to me tells me, you've been told things about me. But see you don't have the balls to tell the truth, because you're a pansey, a wannabe. You need to find some bones somewhere and slap one in your back, spineless.
Why would you mention weed and meth? You could have said anything, why those? You know why and so do I. Your arrogance got away with you and you hung yourself on the details, alot like what happens with you in AM. I haven't met anyone who likes you or your show,L7! If I want to hear talking, I listen NPR, it's more ear-worthy, loser.
On the thread where I asked for ways to meet people, you again, I know, suggested I walk my dog on the Vienna trail. What a huge assumption to leap to that I had a dog, go figure. I could've had a cat, no animals at all, so many possible combinations. I realize this fact is a bit weak, but shouldn't be overlooked.
The thread about the guy at Springfield Mall looking up girls skirts, the one with the bug eyes. Check out what FRANKZ response to my post was...GYN. That was deliberate and that was you! You want to tell me what your point was? Oh, never mind I bet no one gets the truth out of you. There's some background here, and you've been fed it, JERK! This GYN Doctor, was kicked out of the Army for being inappriorate and disobeying an order, from what I understand. This issue is not dead. If I were CRAZY, then how and why was a Army Col fired?
Like I said I can prove everything I am saying, and as you can see I have a bit of a memory, unlike you. I don't know how many times I told you I was a woman, but you insisted on referring to me as a man, because you don't like women. There was a time when you regularly degraded them on the air, I haven't noticed you doing that as much as I flip past you onto something better. Why is that?
Somebody slap your hand?
Something got your attention, it was about time. It's terrible anytime you try to benefit from the pain of others, as here, or laugh at the expense of others, especially when you like to control the communication, like here.
Feeling air run up your legs from the exposure?
I could go on, but these were just the facts, I need to chop on your 2 cents worth, or lack there of.
But before I do that, don't be bamboozled into thinking that this is just some game for your enjoyment, and it's all a joke. There are real people, aliens, kids who come into this cyber-world for answers, an escape, hurt, depressed and all needing something. What you give them is not what they need, more hurt, more crushing blows to their egos. Why do you feel the need to tear things down, instead of building up those around you. I would say you have alot of pinned up anger, or you do to much COKE, or whatever your meds are for the day. You are posting on here at all hours of the day and night, so I would guess COKE or Meth. I have known people hooked on both and m'friend you show the signs. You are wrapped to tight and that's not called being creative. Several times I have realized that you, without prior notice, run recorded tapes for your AM airing, several AM in a row, or you're late. Not professional, not consistent, trademarks of an addict though. The, I don't give a WORD attitude, it's written all over you.
My train of thought is right on, as evidenced here. In the previous post I made the mistake of stooping down to your level, by attempting to disprove your premise. My mama always said, "You can't talk to a drunk or an idiot." My mistake was coming onto this site in the first place and try to carry on an intelligent dialogue with those in my community I thought might like to know the TRUTH, for a change. Not what people like you deny.
There's a reason all this crap is and has been happening to me. It's because, as I see here, it can't be easily explained, by attempting to, makes it difficult to believe and it sounds CRAZY. So, like a neighbor told me, "I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't tell." I wonder how many others who knew to much went to the wayside like they expect me too, or to some nuthouse? I have been told by a friend not to talk to the military, keep a low profile and stay off the computer, I hate being told what to do, so this may be my undoing. I suppose I am playing right into their hands. If I shut-up, which is what they want by the way you are harrassing me, no one will know a thing and I could still have my freedom taken away on some trumpeted up charge. I have the freedom to speak out, and I should have the freefom to speak-out without fear of reprisal, I live in America, where our freedoms were fought for by Americans. We may be losing that freedom, amoung so much more. At least I can say I tried to get my story out to those who cared enough to listen.
I've done nothing wrong, except marry the wrong person and survive incest, and I still won't call myself a victim. People did horrible things to me and it continues, but I am not the sick one, I am the surviver and anyone one in this situation should be respected and not be made to feel they are crazy, that in itself is crazy and stupid. This country or world makes it harder on the surviver then the perp, that is CRAZY! TWISTED! This breds pedophiles, this silence, this twisted way of looking at the entire subject. The victim has suffered enough with the incident, it stays with you for life and effects every part of your life, and no one has the right to do this to another, especially children. When we fail as a nation to protect and support those who can't for themselves, we're doomed and well should be! For you to say that as a result of my experience I am some how damaged, insults me. I am not the damaged individual here. For your to imply such shows your total ignorance and disregard for humanity. I am fine, and would be better if those powers that be, would leave me alone. If someone wants you to look CRAZY, they can make it happen. This is personal, I have had threats on my life, and attempts. The 3 men in my life that want me dead or sent away, my Ex-spouse, pedi-uncle and the GYN, and they all have their own individual sick reasons and they are all afraid of what I know about them. They are all totally insane, but you would never know it, which makes them very dangerous. I will not allow myself to be abused ever again. Between them all we are talking fraud, forgery, attempted murder, murder, stealing, and adultry. Then there's the unauthorized discharge of a fireman inside a government building which almost killed a man(my Ex just laughed because he said,"The guy was black and after the particles from the drywall covered him from the discharge,he looked white"), stealing of government arms and explosives and why bother? I'm the target, and no one cares, but me. We're talking about these 3 men, one a retired USMC Col, A doctor of linguistics, and a GYN doctor who openly admits he hates women, and came onto me, from Walter Reed, does that not seem odd? By the way they are also all gay, a coincidence? The GYN Doctor is also married, he lied to me about that, go figure?
Bob said:
With all the trauma in your life that you've described, I think you know who is labeling you crazy. Obviously if someone sexually abused you, their motivation is one thing. Other people have a different motivation, and it might be that they really do believe you are crazy, either because you act so because you are feeding into your uncle's accusations, or for some other reason. Maybe they are buying into your uncle's claims.
This sounds more like you are feeding into and off of some twisted family dynamic. Obviously it is affecting you deeply on an emotional and pyschological level.
People can and will believe what they want, but that doesn't make it so. My last boss said I had crazy eyes, so I must be crazy...now how judgmental and CRAZY is that. I had never been told such craziness in my life until I divorced my Ex, this has become a pattern for a reason, I am being terrorized, abused and it's like a nightmare. I had always been told I had pretty eyes, I have my mama's eyes. The things I have been told would make you or anyone wonder, who's really crazy here? The fact that I am discussing this is crazy, and it begins to take on a life of it's own.
Clearly it's not what I have suffered in the past that affects me deeply, that's nothing compared to the years now of constant stress, harassment and denial of my basic civil rights. This is worth fighting for and I don't think I'm alone in such a struggle. I know for a fact my house was broken into last year by 2 of the 3 JERKS, along with some suits. No warrant no nothing and my belongings were removed. I came from a good wholesome family, with good morals and beliefs and if it weren't for God, I know I would be dead or nuts by now, and I'm not.
Bob says:
Again, that just makes you look crazy. I am not Elliot, nor is anyone else who questions the veracity of your claims. I'm not a fed, either. Again, this is classic paranoid schizophrenia. Sorry, that's just how you are coming across.
I am not a paranoid schizophrenia, and I am not coming across that way unless you want to read it that way, if that's the case then that's ignorance on your part again. You are trying to pinhole me into a label, and I don't fit. You started by saying at first that, "my train of thought is all over the place", which is a symtom of such a disease. You are truly evil to the core to say such a thing when you don't know what the hell you are talking about. You could technically say such a thing about anyone at some point in time, but I follow a train of thought, and have shown it here and through out my posts. If I didn't have proof to support most of my accusations then I would agree, paranoia would be a possiblity, but it's not. I saw Atta, that's a fact, and no paranoia. I have shared this experience with alot of people and if I am labeled as CRAZY, then that would put an end to the rumor once and for all and anything else I know and who benefits? I am a shy person I don't and didn't want this, but I felt it was my civic duty to tell what I knew, despite the horrible pain. But then again pain is what I know, but no more.
Bob says:
You should find a new psychotherapist. Did this one give you any form of tests? Brain imaging scans? Blood tests? If his diagnosis of "totally sane" was based solely on talking to you, that's not very credible. People with mental disorders can very easily fool even the best educated psychiatrist by coming across more sane than they really are.
Here you are saying that talking to someone is not a credible way to disgnosis someone, but yet that's all you are doing and you aren't a Doc and you have the arrogance to the think you are credible. Please get your head out of your ass and actually put some thought into what you write, this is total and insane negligence on your part. I can tell you've never been to college...Elliot, and your ignorance is showing. You are pretending to be something you aren't and never will be...smart. It comes through in your speech and how slow you are on your feet, and everywhere else. This is the epitome of insults and the only reason I choose to respond is for those who might give a WORD. I think you actually plagarize most of your educated sounding thoughts, which makes you full of WORD only. You are an imposter, and you talk out of both sides of your mouth...you are CRAZY!
Bob says:
Besides, if the reason you come across as crazy here in this forum is because the government is really screwing with your mind, wouldn't it be best to pull yourself out of the insanity before trying to address the reason the government is doing that to you?
It sounds crazy no matter what, and I don't give a ratz-ass what you believe or not, bud you have lost credibility here today. Your thoughts are just that...yours only and your multiple alter-egos.
Like it's any of your business, I have follow-up for cancer at Reed, which I've had twice through this ordeal. It's horrible to go through that alone. Frankly, I don't care what you believe anymore. YOU aren't my problem, thank God!
You are obviously a bigger fool then I had imagined, why are you trying so hard to paint me as mental? That makes one ask, whatz it to you? When you try so hard at trying to convince someone of something, there's a motivating factor involved which you haven't disclosed. I wouldn't begin to suggest to someone I don't know, what you attempt here. You would have to have a vested interest to step outside your realm and speak like this, besides being ignorant. How much were you offered to set this up? It's because of what I said in my other thread, which brought this about now. Check out the annual reports, do your homework before you ever speak to anyone like this again. For you to try to kick me when I'm down, or anybody for that fact, is pure evil and it will come back to you, like Karma.
You don't have a clue...the party I was at, like the one Atta attended, was nothing but VIPs. You would never find yourself at a party like that m'friend, now or ever. The others I was with believed him to be authentic, since the building was full of like souls, there was no reason to think otherwise.
Your logic is flawed and full of discrepancies, alot like you. Please work on your bedside manner, it's non-existant, at the present you aren't fit for human contact.