a confession of regret
Date: March 10, 2016 09:47AM
Ever since I ran into you at the bank two months ago, I have not been able to get you off my mind. I remember the time I first laid eyes on you at the soccer field in 7th grade. I didn't dare look at you, you were so beautiful. When we started dating freshman year, I was confused, I was afraid that it would not work out and held back. This was a mistake. Luckily we were able to stay friends. When I started my current relationship five years ago, I thought that there was maybe a chance that you and I could rekindle what we had. I decided not to pursue you because I wanted to give my current girlfriend a chance. I think about this, and I regret this. I let you slip away and now you call someone else your lover. You have a beautiful child, and I often think to myself "that could have been my child, She could have been the mother to my children". I often fantasize about what it would have been like to have your caramel Brazilian flesh pressed up against mine. Pelvises thrusting. But that won't ever happen. Your boyfriend is a good man, and for that reason I have not tried to steal you away from him. I just hope that you are happy. I have to live with this for the rest of my life. Woe to me.