Does anyone know if there was another local suicide at Centreville High School yesterday?

Yes, I heard about it this morning. Not sure of the details.

Unfortunately, yes.

Yesterday.

There aren't many details to know, it happened and like many other teen suicides there weren't many signs, GREAT kid, good family, no real apparent precursor and the family is devastated.

From what I heard yesterday there were 2 others just within the past week or so, anyone have any info/idea on what happened?

He was a great son and wonderful friend. everyone is very devastated as Rob said. I would greatly appreciate if you keep his friends and family in your prayers.

Nothing in the news. Can someone provide the name of the student.

It's like Heathers 2010 around here.

I think the Government should ban suicides.

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"Why don't you LOSERS just pack your flower print DOUCHE BAGS
and get your stoopid @$$#$ THE FUCK OFF MY INTERNETZ!"

- 'philscamms' (the YT Watchdog) ; internet & YouTube® extraordinaire.

Troll@AOL Wrote:
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> I think the Government should ban suicides.


THERE SHOULD BE A LAW!

I swear if they say its due to "cyber-bulling" I'm gonna flip out.

Yabels Wrote:
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> I swear if they say its due to "cyber-bulling" I'm
> gonna flip out.


You mess with the cyber-bull, you get the horns.

I agree that "people saying mean things about me on the Internet" is a weak argument, but that guy that was taped making out with that other dude, that was fucked up shit to do to someone.

Fucking people self-kill again.

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That's not a ladybug, that's a cannapiller.

What should the punishment be for people caught committing suicide? Jail time and a fine? Community service?

stick it to em

I don't feel comfortable being the one to release his name, but he was a wonderful kid, liked by all, another Lacrosse player oddly. He was on the CVHS Lacrosse Team. From the kids perspective, I understand that there were absolutely no signs.

Ralph Pootawn Wrote:
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> What should the punishment be for people caught
> committing suicide? Jail time and a fine?
> Community service?
>
> stick it to em


Death Penalty

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My friend's son was very good friend's with this kid. I know his son is devastated

Names! We need names so that we may send cards and flowers!!



And to know his facebook/myspace/twitter so that wenmay stalk his pictures for any hot pieces of ass and/or/including his sister/mother/aunt/cousin/niece/family pet.

I swear if they say this is related to fisting, I'm gonna flip out.

Please do not post the child's name here. Spare the family and friends from seeing the truly disgusting things that will be posted in response.

Thanks,
Mrs. K

please do not put the name on this forum.

Johnny Walker Wrote:
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> I agree that "people saying mean things about me
> on the Internet" is a weak argument, but that guy
> that was taped making out with that other dude,
> that was fucked up shit to do to someone.


Taped? What is this 1988?

this makes me mad. How do these kids kill themselves? I tried twice and failed. What's their secret?

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I apologize to those I unfairly hurt. To Harry Tuttle in particular.

I know everyone is curious about who he is and what exactly happened, but I think it should be left alone. I'm a senior and CVHS and there has just been too much pain in peoples lives for one day.

Mr. Misery Wrote:
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> this makes me mad. How do these kids kill
> themselves? I tried twice and failed. What's their
> secret?


intelligence.

cvhs11 Wrote:
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> just been too much pain in peoples lives for one
> day.


Welcome to the real world

I heard there was another death at Brentsville High In Gaisville yesterday.

It wasn't due to cyber bullying as far as I know. He was a popular, well-liked, happy guy. Nobody really knows what was wrong. As a student at his school, I can speak for everybody when I say that today was a sad day and we miss him greatly. RIP

This is heart breaking. a mother or two teenage children I am very concerned over this. Why do all these kids think this is the only way out. Don't they understand that they are loved no matter what. Anything can be better than death...

I suppose I won't say his name, but there's articles. He transferred out of Brentsville to Centreville. He doesn't really seem like a douche though. This whole suicide thing is getting out of hand.

Another student who attended Brentsville District High School has committed suicide, the third in two weeks, school officials said.

Dimitris Zayas, who attended Brentsville last year, died Wednesday night, police confirmed Thursday.

Zayas transferred to a school in Fairfax County this year, according to school officials.

Though he no longer attended Brentsville, the teen “maintained close friendships with a significant number of BDHS students and student athletes,†Brentsville principal Robert Scott said in a letter sent home to parents Thursday.

...

Scott said that by 5 a.m. Thursday, more than 1,200 people had posted messages on a memorial Facebook page for Zayas and some of the postings were “worthy of a follow-up by parents or Student Services staff.â€

http://www2.insidenova.com/news/2010/oct/07/third-student-ties-brentsville-commits-suicide-ar-548865/

cats out of the bag now isn't it?

does any one know the name of the parents? i want to send them something.

This is so sad on what is going on w/ our teens. My heart goes out to the family and friends of this teen.

Maybe Zayas killed himself over being so sad about others killing themselves?

Or maybe the time has finally arrived where killing yourself is popular?


Either way... Good thing too cause the world is overpopulated with pussies as it is!


Fist with care!
Love,
Fisty

Would the administrator of this site PLEASE delete the negative CRAP on this post!!!!!!!!!!!! The parents and the friends of these teens don't need to see this crap.

Well. this is incredibly tame, so far, for this site. And the parents and friends that you say don't need to see this cr@p can simply stay away from the site and this thread, wouldn't you say?

It's just a fad. Give it a few years and it wont be cool anymore

How did he do it?

Ralph Pootawn Wrote:
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> It's like Heathers 2010 around here.

+1

I attend a fairfax county high school, although I didn't know the guy who commited suicide a lot of my friends knew him and I can say that (this being the second suicide that has affected me or people close to me in the pat 6 months) teenagers really need to think about their actions before they do them, i tried to kill myself once and i got a lot farther than most people do, I can say that I will never try again, the fear that i felt when i realized that i could die was devestating. Parents please make sure that your kid is actually doing okay, and I dont mean smother them, I mean if they seem to be down tell them you love them ore are proud of them or just give them a hug, this applies to everyone else too btw

^^^^^^ Funny^^^^^^

Anonymouse Wrote:
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> i tried to kill myself once and i got a lot
> farther than most people do, I can say that I will
> never try again, the fear that i felt when i
> realized that i could die was devestating.

why are you afraid to die?


"the wisdom of the wise will perish, the intelligence of the intelligent will vanish."

Don't worry, this fad will 'die off sooner than you expect.'


Hahahaha

Fisty Wrote:
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> Don't worry, this fad will 'die off sooner than
> you expect.'
>
>
> Hahahaha



"the wisdom of the wise will perish, the intelligence of the intelligent will vanish."

he iz a great friend u guyz are such insensitive bastards. i'm cryin now thanks to you, how would you like it if this wuz one of YOUR friends. This blog is crap!!!! y do u think dat is funny fuck u if u dont know him because YOU DONT PEACE OUT

afriend Wrote:
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> he iz a great friend u guyz are such insensitive
> bastards. i'm cryin now thanks to you, how would
> you like it if this wuz one of YOUR friends. This
> blog is crap!!!! y do u think dat is funny fuck u
> if u dont know him because YOU DONT PEACE OUT
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Anonymouse Wrote:
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> I attend a fairfax county high school, although I
> didn't know the guy who commited suicide a lot of
> my friends knew him and I can say that (this being
> the second suicide that has affected me or people
> close to me in the pat 6 months) teenagers really
> need to think about their actions before they do
> them, i tried to kill myself once and i got a lot
> farther than most people do, I can say that I will
> never try again, the fear that i felt when i
> realized that i could die was devestating.
> Parents please make sure that your kid is actually
> doing okay, and I dont mean smother them, I mean
> if they seem to be down tell them you love them
> ore are proud of them or just give them a hug,
> this applies to everyone else too btw
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Why do all these high school kids treat suicide like some major fucking tragedy, the kid didn't die accidentally, he made the decision to end it. I had three friends commit suicide and I never once felt sorry for them, I feel sorry for the people they left behind. Killing yourself is the most selfish act I can think of, you don't have to deal with the aftermath, your friends and relatives do. Fuck this kid, he obviously wasn't that great of a person or he wouldn't have done this and left his friends and relatives in this position.

I have friends that want to celebrate the birthday of another friend that committed suicide every year, what the fuck for? To celebrate suicide? If he wanted his fucking birthday celebrated he should have taken the gun out of his mouth before pulling the trigger. I say fuck him and never participate in any celebration of his life, if his life wasn't important to him than I don't see why it should be important to me.

No sympathy from me for these fuck wads that commit suicide. I get a good laugh out of them and so should you! Fuck'em pieces of shit!

If they are GAY, +1 for them!

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"Why don't you LOSERS just pack your flower print DOUCHE BAGS
and get your stoopid @$$#$ THE FUCK OFF MY INTERNETZ!"

- 'philscamms' (the YT Watchdog) ; internet & YouTube® extraordinaire.

To any of his friends/family contemplating posting on this site or thinking about ranting on about the insensitive comments posted thus far:

Don't bother.

No matter how angry you get reading any of these comments, just don't bother.

It's not worth it, you're not going to change anyone's mind nor get them to apologize for their cheap commentary. They thrive off getting the responses.

This site is like a room full of C-rated Howard Stern wannabe's & racist backwoods hillbilly's trying to figure out the most shocking thing they can say to get some attention.

Let it go, let this thread move on down the list, to the next page and off into the never viewed realms of this board.

I tried to post originally in such a way that it would circumvent some of this unnecessary drivel, but what else can you expect from this site.

You can't argue with an idiot, they'll drag you down to their level and beat you with experience.

Godspeed D.

BB*X Wrote:
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> Why do all these high school kids treat suicide
> like some major fucking tragedy, the kid didn't
> die accidentally, he made the decision to end it.
> I had three friends commit suicide and I never
> once felt sorry for them, I feel sorry for the
> people they left behind. Killing yourself is the
> most selfish act I can think of, you don't have to
> deal with the aftermath, your friends and
> relatives do. Fuck this kid, he obviously wasn't
> that great of a person or he wouldn't have done
> this and left his friends and relatives in this
> position.
>
> I have friends that want to celebrate the birthday
> of another friend that committed suicide every
> year, what the fuck for? To celebrate suicide?
> If he wanted his fucking birthday celebrated he
> should have taken the gun out of his mouth before
> pulling the trigger. I say fuck him and never
> participate in any celebration of his life, if his
> life wasn't important to him than I don't see why
> it should be important to me.

I agree. Pisses me off as well. There are kids, and people of all sorts, who are suffering great pain and/or dying in hospitals or elsewhere of cancer and other ailments. They and their families would give any thing for life. For these people, it sucks to watch others think so selfishly and carelessly about their being and worse yet that these self-centered sobs are given a choice in the matter yet still act with only their self in mind. The purest expression of self indulgence is suicide.

He really was a great person. I didn't attend his school but I've known him for a really long time. All you people posting crap about him are awful. Even though he did something awful, it's really sad that he felt like he had to do it. My heart goes out to his parents and family and I wish someone knew what he was planning to do. There truly were absoutly no signs, he seemed happy, sweet and as nice as always. Please don't post shit about him or his family. No one deserves it. I really, really, really miss you D.

You can't feel bad for someone who COMMITTED SUICIDE. I feel bad for his family.

Depression manifests itself in many ways and is often not seen by the outside world. Suicide is a result of serious depression - These kids don't think "I'm going to screw my family and friends" they think and BELIEVE "my family and friends will be better off without me". I DO feel sorry for these kids who are in so much pain that they can't see past what they are feeling at that moment. I have talked more than one person back from attempted suicide. It's sad and we need to do a better job as families, friends and a community to recognize the subtle signs and intervene to help our kids. No more "I don't want to get involved".

My sincerest condolences to the family and friends of the deceased.

Just a few points:

I have friends that want to celebrate the birthday of another friend that committed suicide every year, what the fuck for? To celebrate suicide? If he wanted his fucking birthday celebrated he should have taken the gun out of his mouth before pulling the trigger. I say fuck him and never participate in any celebration of his life, if his life wasn't important to him than I don't see why it should be important to me.

I think there is a valid point here. It's not a pretty thought, but is true to a degree. I don't adhere to that mind state and opinion, but I do respect it. It is tragic when young people (or anyone, for that matter) feel there are no options other than to end their own lives. In some cases, there are no other options. None. Kill yourself or be subjected to a lifetime of irreparable misery. In these cases, yes. Choosing "the big black nothing" might be the most appropriate choice.

But this recent string of suicides is a bit troubling. I don't think we've reached "Heathers" 2010, revisited, yet - but we're on our way. These kids are all well put together. Attractive. Athletes. I'm sure they have girlfriends and other things in life which some of their less fortunate peers would kill for. But alas, for some reason, they feel compelled to end their own lives. We cannot pretend to put ourselves in their shoes -- i.e. in their exact situations. We will never know what was going on behind the scenes and what led to their ultimate self-pwn and self inflicted demise.

Educating "the youth" on the "dangers of suicide" (lol, that just sounds strange) would be a pointless effort. It is not a responsibility of the schools, in my opinion. It is purely up to parents and the close friends of these people. Now, more than ever, if you see a friend or family member showing those tell tale signs of pre-suicidal thoughts and actions. It is your responsibility to intervene. Don't allow it to be a taboo subject. These people want help, in the end. But often times may be opposed to, or even confrontational when the subject is breached. Probably due to the sensitive nature of their grievances. But regardless. When a life is on the line you must gather the courage to do something. Even if it's a false flag - better safe than sorry. Easier said than done, I know. But you must when someone's life, who you love, is on the line. Do not turn that blind eye and hope for the best. Or the next thing you know they're dangling from the basement rafters.

Suicide is serious, serious shit. And is possibly contagious. (or over reported, sometimes difficult to draw the line between the two). But it is obviously an issue that needs to be addressed on a parent/child level. It's like the drug talk, or the birds and the bees, I guess. It's an awkward conversation, but apparently and unfortunately, becoming increasingly necessary. No one is exempt from this. Popular kids, attractive kids, the socially shunned kids, athletes, bookworms -- everyone. There are no common denominators that I can conclude unless someone is able to present one with legitimate accuracy.

I will stop this now, but I want to share something I wrote a couple years back in a long gone suicide thread.

I admire and respect those who choose to take their own lives. The most effective form of retaliation and disobedience against the strangle hold of modern existence. When you are dead you don't pay bills. You don't wake to an alarm clock each morning to drag yourself to work. There is no more DMV. No war. There is no recession. No unnecessary social constructs. There is no stress. There are no clocks. There are no more red lights. And no more problems.

Yes, you must also forgo the more peaceful and rewarding experiences of physical being. Personal relationships. Your family, your friends. Your eyes, and ears. Solitude, nature, and tranquility. But in the process of rewarding yourself with taking your own life you are also granted a transcendence back to nature. Dust to dust. You will return. You will rejoin the wind, and join the falling snow. You will join the birds taking off in flock. You will grow with the grass, and flowers. And you will float, in the water. And settle on the riverbed for eternity.

So tonight we toast this fellow. The man in Reston, on his balcony, who saw the answer. And had the courage to realize what lies beyond. And was not afraid to step into the big black nothing. But holder of the faith there was indeed much, much more to this thing we blindly, and painfully, persevere.

When I wrote that it was more for creative purposes. At the time people interpreted it as urging those who were considering the deed to just go through with it. However, that was not the intent. I do believe, to the appropriate, open minded observer, that it is a concept to potentially seek solace in. So I wanted to present it again to those friends and family of the recently departed in the off chance it may provide even an ounce of comfort in this terrible time. In the chance you find it offensive, I am sincerely sorry. And please accept my apologies.

RIP to yet another young person who claimed their own life.

Posters of FFXU. We know the drill. People die, a phony RIP thread is made, a few bait comments -- and then it's huntin' season. That's the way it goes. I am very much aware. But I believe as a site and community we should move away from these stupid practices. They are not funny, on any level. The people you wish to hurt are the same people your kids go to school with. The people you stand in line with at the grocery store. Your neighbors. The guy pumping gas next to you whose pump keeps clicking off even though the tank didn't fill completely. The family at the table next over at dinner. The same folks going about the same day to day drudgery that has made us all want to pull the chord at some point in our lives. This is our community. And to attempt to bait these people into irreverent internet arguments over their dead loved ones, at their most very weakest hour, is not only incredibly insensitive, immature, and cruel. But also just plain sick. So please stop this and think before you decide to make some sort of joke that probably isn't even funny in the intended demented sense.

My heart goes out to Dimitris' family and friends. Ill be praying for you

Whoever said all teens think its the easy way out, your wrong. I'm a teenager and i have never once thought of suicide, not ALL teens think its the easy way out. RIP

It really pisses me off when people say that suicide is selfish. In the obvious way I guess it is... but I assume that those who say that have also never felt the way that truly suicidal people do. When first overcoming my drug problems I considered suicide a lot. I knew that I had hurt people a lot and I wasn't sure that I was ever going to make things right again. I got it into my head that I just wanted to die. It just seemed pretty black and white - live or die. I had lived, I had tried, I had failed. At that time I couldn't see the hope or the light at the end of the tunnel... I thought everything was pretty screwed up and that there wasn't much use in trying to fix it because there was no way to fix it. Depression, for me, is the feeling of there being no hope.

I eventually got it in my head that it was selfish of those around me to expect me to live - that it was MY life and that if I wanted to die I should be allowed to. There seemed to be two options. I could live on and be miserable for the rest of my life (dramatic, yes, but truly how I felt at the time) and in turn bring everyone else I cared about even further down with me, or I could kill myself and no longer be miserable. I figured that if I killed myself it would also benefit those around me by making sure I could no longer harm them. It seemed to me that they would eventually get over my death and move on with their lives, and that overall their life would be better with me not being around.

I know that sounds really angsty and dramatic but it is how I really felt at the time. Thankfully I reached out to those around me and realized I could be pro-active about my problems. I saw the hope and moved forward as much and as fast as I could. Today I am happy and thankful for those around me that made me "come to my senses".

rip dimitris... i remember when you always had my back no matter what. thanks a lot and ill see you soon. ill be praying for you and your family <3

thanks for the late night eulogy.

Suicide IS selfish when you look at it from a rational, logical point of view. The problem is people who actually kill themselves in are not in that state of mind. As someone who once had suicidal/depressed period, I can truly understand what it feels like. I think that most people, however, cannot.

I am truly mouring the life of Dimitris. He was an amazing person and brought so much joy to my life. I am praying for the family and pray that he rest in peace.I know I will see you again and have no doubt God is wrapping his arms around you and is glad that an angel like you is in Heavan with him. No matter wat the circumstances............. You were and always will be loved deeply. I love you D

Dr. Phil Wrote:
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> Suicide IS selfish when you look at it from a
> rational, logical point of view.

and it's more selfish to think someone should suffer for a lifetime because you dont want to have to mourn them.


"the wisdom of the wise will perish, the intelligence of the intelligent will vanish."

BB*X Wrote:
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> I had three friends commit suicide and I never
> once felt sorry for them

then you have a complete lack of understand of why they killed themselves. unless you have felt what depression is, you cant know what it is. it would be like trying to explain what colors look like to a person that has never seen.


"the wisdom of the wise will perish, the intelligence of the intelligent will vanish."

Suicide sucks, and I've known a few people who went through with it. However, stop posting this stuff on FFXU and bitching when people begin clowning around about it all. You know full well what to expect when you post obits on here.

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"And if any women or children get their legs torn off, or faces caved in, well, it's tough shit for them." -2LT. Bert Stiles, 505th, 339th (On Berlin Bombardier Mission, 1944).

I actually understand where D was coming from. His two close friends committed suicide, so he didn't feel like there was any point in living if two people you love could be taken that easily. The first friend to do it was most likely suffering from a side effect of the concussion. The other friend's reason is still a mystery.

Three years ago I lost my friend in an accident. I started thinking that if she could be taken so easily, so suddenly, that they're wasn't any point in living. After a long time, I acccepted that life has its random, shitty parts, but it took a really long time and I was severly depressed.

Don't say how selfish D was. Most of you don't know what it's like to feel so helpless and dependent on minute things. I can compleatly relate to him, which is terrifying, but I think it's wrong to judge him and his actions without knowing the entire story. (Of course, this isn't the entire story, but it is a major part of it.)

D, I wish you told me how you were feeling. I could have helped you. You were one of my close friends and I will never forget you. I miss you, D.

I did not know this child, but one possibility occurred to me and I am in no way trying to be funny- I wonder if he was on Accutane? This is a super-strong acne medicine given by dermatologists that has been linked to serious depression. There are severe side effects, my cousin took it many years ago for rampant acne and although it cleared it up, he had to take Rogaine to combat his hair falling out at 17.
For the person who had 3 friends kill themselves, they clearly thought they had no one to talk to and I cannot imagine you made it easy for them to come to you. You do not sounds like someone who would have been a good listener for them. Harsh but true.

Meep,

They could have talked to me but they were not the type of people to do that, one of them was just very quiet all of the time so when it happened everyone was very surprised. The second one was years ago, some of you may remember the stand off in the Kings Park shopping center that ended with the man shooting himself. He was not someone I had known for a long time, my friends knew him well but I had just met the guy a few months before and I don't think he would have come to me at that point since he had other friends that he was much closer to than me. In that case he did make some comments a few days before he ended his life and looking back on that maybe we all should have picked up on what he was going through but we were in our late teens or early twenties at the time and just didn't pick up on the cues. As for the most recent one, he was not a nice person in general. I remember more than one occasion where he would try to pick fights at parties just because he thought he was smarter than the other person. He was generally an asshole to people that he felt he was above. I really feel he committed suicide because he knew it would hurt the people in his life and he thought "Ha, I'll show you, I'll kill myself and then you'll have to deal with the pain."

BB*X, sorry to hear this. I have only been here since 05 so I don't remember any Kings Park shoot off but that stinks. Hopefully you have a wider circle of friends so this does not keep happening to you, once is horrid enough. What do you think about the rash of suicides going on now?

I'm not sure that there are more suicides happening right now as opposed to a few years ago, I think maybe they are being reported on more frequently so we are now being exposed to it more and more, at least as far as teenage suicide is concerned. I know the suicide rate in the armed forces has been up over the last few years and obviously we have seen a bunch of suicides related to the economy.

Dimmy, i still love you and i miss you so much. don't listen to what all these stupid people have to say. none of it's true. if they actually lost someone they knew i bet anything they'd have a totally different approach. i love you, D. rest in paradise, love.

To all:

For those that expressed their condolences, Thank you.

For those that have nothing constructive to say, may God forgive you because I certainly won't.

To those that THINK they knew why he took his life, you DON'T know and stop posting your "hypothesis", this includes you I GET IT.

No one know's why, and if you don't know who I am, don't presume to ask me on here to share with you.

Is Dimitris still dead?

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W.W.S.D. what would Scooby Doo

THANKS FOR THE COMPASSION. MY FRIEND COMMITTED SUICIDE IN 1982, OUR FRESHMAN YEAR. I'VE WORKED TO COME TO TERMS WITH IT.IT REALLY IS UNSPEAKABLE. IT IS A PERMANENT SOLUTION TO A TEMPORARY PROBLEM.WE NEED TO KEEP PRAYING FOR THESE KIDS IN HEAVEN.THEY NEED TO EXCEPT THE LIGHT OF GOD AND FORGIVE THEMSELVES.
WE ARE WARRIORS.WE WHO HAVE DEPRESSION AND STUGGLE THROU ANOTHER DAY. THINGS CHANGE. HIGH SCHOOL IS NOT LIKE REALLY LIFE. YOU CAN FIND KINDNESS IN THE OUTSIDE WORLD.WHEN I GOT OUT I WORKED AT A 2 BIT JOB THAT PEOPLE WOULD LOOK DOWN ON , AND THE KINDNESS OF THESE PEOPLE WAS INCREDIBLE. THEY SMILED FOR NO REASON EXCEPT TO BE NICE, THEY WERE POLITE, THEY SHOWED KINDNESS TO THE ELDERLY. IT WAS REAL LIFE IN ACTION.PLEASE HOLD ON KIDS. IT'S A TIME RIGHT NOW WHEN THE WORLD IS CHANGING FOR THE BETTER. BUT THE PRESSURE CAUSED BY THIS CHANGE IS HUGE AND SCARY. DO SOME MEDITATIONS. THERE ARE LOTS TO CHOOSE FROM ON UTUBE.IT'S A PRACTICE GIVE IT 30 DAYS.YOU CAN CREATE A STRUCTURE FOR YOUR LIFE EVEN IF YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE. YOU WILL HAVE AN EFFECT ON YOUR FRIENDS, YOUR PARENTS, STRANGERS YOU MEET. YOUR LIGHT WILL BE A BEEKEN TO THOSE WHO ARE LOST.IF ALL YOU CAN DO IS HOLD ONE GOOD THOUGHT A DAY THAN YOU HAVE IMPROVED ALL OUR LIVES.WE ARE ALL AFFECTED BY EACH OTHER.A PEBBLE IN THE POND MAKES A RIPPLE ETC.GO OUT IN NATURE.ASK GOD TO PROTECT YOU DAILY,HOURLY.IT WORKS.GOD BLESS. IT GETS BETTER.

Red Dog Wrote:
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> THANKS FOR THE COMPASSION. MY FRIEND COMMITTED
> SUICIDE IN 1982, OUR FRESHMAN YEAR. I'VE WORKED TO
> COME TO TERMS WITH IT.IT REALLY IS UNSPEAKABLE. IT
> IS A PERMANENT SOLUTION TO A TEMPORARY PROBLEM.WE
> NEED TO KEEP PRAYING FOR THESE KIDS IN HEAVEN.THEY
> NEED TO EXCEPT THE LIGHT OF GOD AND FORGIVE
> THEMSELVES.
> WE ARE WARRIORS.WE WHO HAVE DEPRESSION AND STUGGLE
> THROU ANOTHER DAY. THINGS CHANGE. HIGH SCHOOL IS
> NOT LIKE REALLY LIFE. YOU CAN FIND KINDNESS IN THE
> OUTSIDE WORLD.WHEN I GOT OUT I WORKED AT A 2 BIT
> JOB THAT PEOPLE WOULD LOOK DOWN ON , AND THE
> KINDNESS OF THESE PEOPLE WAS INCREDIBLE. THEY
> SMILED FOR NO REASON EXCEPT TO BE NICE, THEY WERE
> POLITE, THEY SHOWED KINDNESS TO THE ELDERLY. IT
> WAS REAL LIFE IN ACTION.PLEASE HOLD ON KIDS. IT'S
> A TIME RIGHT NOW WHEN THE WORLD IS CHANGING FOR
> THE BETTER. BUT THE PRESSURE CAUSED BY THIS CHANGE
> IS HUGE AND SCARY. DO SOME MEDITATIONS. THERE ARE
> LOTS TO CHOOSE FROM ON UTUBE.IT'S A PRACTICE GIVE
> IT 30 DAYS.YOU CAN CREATE A STRUCTURE FOR YOUR
> LIFE EVEN IF YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE. YOU WILL HAVE
> AN EFFECT ON YOUR FRIENDS, YOUR PARENTS, STRANGERS
> YOU MEET. YOUR LIGHT WILL BE A BEEKEN TO THOSE WHO
> ARE LOST.IF ALL YOU CAN DO IS HOLD ONE GOOD
> THOUGHT A DAY THAN YOU HAVE IMPROVED ALL OUR
> LIVES.WE ARE ALL AFFECTED BY EACH OTHER.A PEBBLE
> IN THE POND MAKES A RIPPLE ETC.GO OUT IN
> NATURE.ASK GOD TO PROTECT YOU DAILY,HOURLY.IT
> WORKS.GOD BLESS. IT GETS BETTER.


Was it really necessary to bring this thread back up?

BEEKEN?

Trish Wrote:
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> My friend's son was very good friend's with this
> kid. I know his son is devastated

Who is this his son that is devastated? This kid has a son? WTF.

1982???

1829????

Red Dog, caps lock is a privilege, not a right.

Red Dog Wrote:
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> THANKS FOR THE COMPASSION. MY FRIEND COMMITTED
> SUICIDE IN 1982, OUR FRESHMAN YEAR. I'VE WORKED TO
> COME TO TERMS WITH IT.IT REALLY IS UNSPEAKABLE. IT
> IS A PERMANENT SOLUTION TO A TEMPORARY PROBLEM.WE
> NEED TO KEEP PRAYING FOR THESE KIDS IN HEAVEN.THEY
> NEED TO EXCEPT THE LIGHT OF GOD AND FORGIVE
> THEMSELVES.
> WE ARE WARRIORS.WE WHO HAVE DEPRESSION AND STUGGLE
> THROU ANOTHER DAY. THINGS CHANGE. HIGH SCHOOL IS
> NOT LIKE REALLY LIFE. YOU CAN FIND KINDNESS IN THE
> OUTSIDE WORLD.WHEN I GOT OUT I WORKED AT A 2 BIT
> JOB THAT PEOPLE WOULD LOOK DOWN ON , AND THE
> KINDNESS OF THESE PEOPLE WAS INCREDIBLE. THEY
> SMILED FOR NO REASON EXCEPT TO BE NICE, THEY WERE
> POLITE, THEY SHOWED KINDNESS TO THE ELDERLY. IT
> WAS REAL LIFE IN ACTION.PLEASE HOLD ON KIDS. IT'S
> A TIME RIGHT NOW WHEN THE WORLD IS CHANGING FOR
> THE BETTER. BUT THE PRESSURE CAUSED BY THIS CHANGE
> IS HUGE AND SCARY. DO SOME MEDITATIONS. THERE ARE
> LOTS TO CHOOSE FROM ON UTUBE.IT'S A PRACTICE GIVE
> IT 30 DAYS.YOU CAN CREATE A STRUCTURE FOR YOUR
> LIFE EVEN IF YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE. YOU WILL HAVE
> AN EFFECT ON YOUR FRIENDS, YOUR PARENTS, STRANGERS
> YOU MEET. YOUR LIGHT WILL BE A BEEKEN TO THOSE WHO
> ARE LOST.IF ALL YOU CAN DO IS HOLD ONE GOOD
> THOUGHT A DAY THAN YOU HAVE IMPROVED ALL OUR
> LIVES.WE ARE ALL AFFECTED BY EACH OTHER.A PEBBLE
> IN THE POND MAKES A RIPPLE ETC.GO OUT IN
> NATURE.ASK GOD TO PROTECT YOU DAILY,HOURLY.IT
> WORKS.GOD BLESS. IT GETS BETTER.

This is a mental illness related to the inability to cope in normal life. Sadly, you can do everything and just leave someone alone like this for 10-minutes, and they're gone.

Probably over Silvia nasty ass