The truth
Posted by:
Jane
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Date: September 28, 2009 02:58PM
Wow,some of you guys are actually pretty funny with the comments. I'm guessing that it's the usual posters on this forum. I don't care about the opinions that you may have of me. You're entitled. That is your right and obvious hobby,and that's all good. You need something to pass the time and laugh about.
No one likes to hear mean negative comments about themselves,but opinions are just that,opinions.
Lies on the other hand,making up scenarios that aren't true,are only a defense to cover up your own deceptions,acts of violence,and crimes.
Those of you that base your comments on hearsay,or one mans' lies of what happened,instead of actual facts,are in the dark and making uneducated judgements.
It's very obvious to me,who made some of these comments. the convicted abuser himself. I know this because he uses the exact same phrases,spellings,comments, and insults that used in the stack of e-mails he sent to me, when I broke up with him, after the night he was arrested for the assault.
The police arrested him and put an emergency protective order on him for 72 hours. I had the option of filing to another protective order at the end of the 72 hrs which would have kept him out of his own house until the court date,which was several weeks later.It got extended as well,so it would've been longer.
Anyway,it was a poor choice to date him,but I learned my lesson there. I was just going to stay away from him,but after 72 hours,he sent an onslaught of obsessive e-mails to me. Talk about manic! One e-mail would be how much he loved me and wanted me back on the show. The next would be an e-mail insulting me,my daughter,and any friends of mine. Mostly me though.He e-mailed all of any mutual friends,fans, or networks that we had in common,and asked them to defriend me.He asked them to choose between him and I. Most of them deleted me based on his lies,or out of fear that they would suffer his wrath.
Most of the cast members from madhouse turned their backs on me,the producer Curtis Prather(independent movie producer on the Count Gore movie as well as madhouse),Kevin Higgins,friend of Curtis Prather(his son is on the show as well,as son of Borloff),Brian Maize(cartoonist
/monster robot)he is also in the movie and show and did the artwork for Curtiss' movie,and Sean Kotz,the other independet movie producer all defriended me based on lies and fear of being cut from madhouse or the movie. Coincidentally,a few of them went to comic-con together and had greedy vested interests in common.
I talked to a few of them,and they said they were afraid of him or afraid of him damaging their reputation as he has tried to do with me and has done with ex-girfriends in the past.They also wanted for their kids to stay on the show.They were afraid that if stayed friends with me,that he would kick them off the show.
The night of the AFI premiere in D.C. he was still asking me to go with him,even though he had uninvited me that week,threatened me,told me he was throwing out all of my belongings,among other things. Hmmmmm, it didn't take much thought on that one. I didn't want to be near him,but I still supported the show and the movie. I viewed the two matters separately professional and personal.t
Thinking that others would not be childish enough to play his game and thinking that he would eventually leave me alone.I ignored the manic insulting e-mail,the threats,the comments from "friends" telling me what he said about me. He never left me alone ,so I filed a protective order. If you oppose him,he'll never stop harassing you ,slandering you,or plotting against you this included fans too,which I thought was very unprofessional,unnecessary,and just wrong, to get them involved. His closest"friends" know about his behaviors.
If I would've played his game,I would have still been on the show,I still would've been in Curtis Prathers' and Sean Kotz movie too.In theory,if I were a whore and crazy,which choice woul I have made? HMMMMMM???
No thanks. It was heartbreaking for all of these people to turn their backs on me for selfish reasons. It was unfair and extremely unprofessional for him to get any of them involved. It was a personal matter and should've been handled as such.
Eventually after he Dr.d some e-mails(supposedly from me) hacked one of my myspaces, and harassed my boyfriend at his job for months,I did file a protective order. By the way. I stopped going to channel 12,because we were both memebers,but that's the station that he used primarily and I didn't want to see him.
I decided to use Channel 10 instead to avoid conflict with him. He did get banned from channel 12 though. The reason primarily was because of getting in the face of a staff member and calling them a fucking idiot. He was very aggressive from the count that was told in the board meeting. There was an e-mail sent to a private group speaking negatively about the staff at ch 12. truth be told,no matter who forwarded that e-mail,I think the other offense was more serious,and held more weight.
So then,burning his bridge at 12,he needed another facility to shoot his show. He came to ch10 then. Greg and I are no longer there because of the harassment. I could continue legal actions if I desired, but I'll play it by ear.
Just for the record,I haven't been under psychiatric care as accused for years,but if I were,I don't see that as a negative thing. I am an advocate for mental health awareness,treatment, and human rights.I have a soft spot for the underdog and mentally ill(obviously) weather it be depression,anxiety,panic disorders,p.t.s.s.,O.C.D or even more serious mental illnesses.
To be honest,I really wish he would get help. I know it sounds sappy,but I hear all the hatred from his posts and his sympathizers posts and I feel sorry for them. Is that there life? Why do they harbor it,and for so long?
Oh,I read something about ripping Madhouse off.I really don't see it.Especially since I introduced my own character on the show. Even C.W> Prather knows that,as well as most of the crew and original cast members. I left the show a few times,because I was working on my own. Eventually I let him help me coproduce a show,but he never told me what to do or what to wear. Even his show is mostly improvisation. As for my costumes,those are all my creations,the make-up,the puppets,the concepts,the lolli-pop,all were there before Madhouse.
As for the format,His is a live show,unplanned,unstructured,I don't think I've interviewed any horror conventions ho's or guests,don't interview people in the alley at Jaxx nightclub. UMMM,what else,B movie actors(not that ther's anything wrong with it)playboy models,scream queens,actors and rockbands noone has ever heard of....ya know. I don't think he actually invented the interview process to be honest.
Let's see ,do I host Monster movies? Nope,haven't seen one.Do I host any movies? Hmmm not yet. His car show on the other hand is modeled after American Chopper. But ,who cares? An artist can borrow whatever they want.
Moster madhouse went through so many phases. The beauty of the Madhouse crew was the collective creative energy that was spawn on the set. He started to do some fun things with the editing too.Mostly,I was never told what to do or "directed." Well,he told me to shut up a lot actually. I never knew what to do because I had my own character,it didn't fit in,so I improvised the best I could to help his show.It's sad what he has said to people I cared about.It's sad they believe him.But,it's all he has. I don't have legal issues,or a criminal record.
Not even for neglecting my daughter.Which he did falsely accuse me of and call CPS with false accusations. I was investigated and the allegations were unfounded.You can petition the court after he investigation and find out who made the accusations,and guess what? Who do you think it was? Give you one guess.
Oh,the comment about getting fat,what do you mean getting fat? Hello! I've been fat.All my life. I don't give a shit about being being a twig. I'm a mom,I'm 37,and I've been thinner,but shit ya'll ,I'm an American.
Anywho, I will say the poorest choice I ever made in regards to my daughter,was letting her be around him. That, I admit wholeheartedly and regret.Anywho we are doing so much better now, I'm sure noone cares. I'm continuing my show weather people like it or not, because I like it. It is actually geared toward a little bit of a different audience,that may be why some of you don't get it,but obviously,can't and wouldn't want to try to please everyone.
Anywho,it is well known that Sp00ky is my character,and from what I've read,I don't understand why you're fighting over a gapped toothed(I still have four baby teeth), bad accent(it's a demenseian accent btw,not british) ,do nothing ,no talent actress anyway. L.O.L.
So,now all of you Monster Madhouse fans can look forward to more of his shows that you love so much. If anything happens to the show there,I'm not sure who will be to blame then? Hmmm??? Oh I have to say,Beaureguard is really funny,I love him! Roxy was really nice.and Gau-Jo the pirate.Good people.
Stay Sp00ky