It dawned on me last night before bed. I could hardly sleep. Just changing positions, tossing. Flipping my pillow. Glancing at the clock, hoping it wasn't getting too late. The girl I loved never texted me back.

And it dawned on me. A blanket of comfort. A comforter. I realized I will never be poor. Never in my life would I ever have to worry about, or struggle with money. It is a calming feeling. It was surreal. The notion had always been there, far in the back of my head. My subconscious. But I wouldn't let it rise to a position of prominence as it would only serve to stifle my personal and professional development.

Though now I have let go. And let the thoughts, and implications run over me. Around me, and through me.

But in the middle of the night I worry. I wonder is it right. Should I evolve towards some sort of hedonistic lifestyle, or remain grounded. A common man. A blank oval face moving among the masses. Putting up with the day to drudgery of the modern suburban nightmare. Or should I just blow my brains out with my dad’s old shotgun and the shells he keeps in the upstairs hall closet.

Did I mention that I was a gay Republican?

go with blowing your brains out

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W.W.S.D. what would Scooby Doo

I always think of crazy shit when I can't sleep. One time I thought of a rap song about a really boring guy whose idea of fun was drinking coffee. He loved to talk about birds and his many pugs. Don't say "hi" to him to be nice... he will take that as an invitation to hang out and chat all day. He is really boring, so trying to talk about boring things won't make him want to leave. Your only way out is to make up an excuse, like eating dinner.

Of course, it all rhymed...

I will never worry about money cuz i have a big cock

graymoose1 Wrote:
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> go with blowing your brains out


But before he does, if he would like to make a contribution to my furnace fund, I would be most appreciative.

I think it's seen its last winter.

RestonLass Wrote:
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> graymoose1 Wrote:
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> > go with blowing your brains out
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> But before he does, if he would like to make a
> contribution to my furnace fund, I would be most
> appreciative.
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> I think it's seen its last winter.


Very sad indeed.

why would anyone worry about money?

I live next door to Pat in a condo in Miami, and I date european super models.


If by, "super model" he means a chick from a eurotrash family who is in town as a nanny.

Or the craigslist sort of "super model" that will do manual for 20, oral for 50, half-and-half for 100 and full for 140.

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The function of conservatives is not to meet every liberal program or scheme with a denunciation or a destructive counterscheme, but rather to weigh its advantages and defects, supporting the first and challenging the second. A declaration of ideological warfare against liberalism is by its nature profoundly unconservative. It meets perceived radicalism with a counterradicalism of its own.

And I too felt that I would pray. Yet I liked not to pray to a jealous God there where the frail affectionate gods whom the heathen love were being humbly invoked; so I bethought me, instead, of Sheol Nugganoth, whom the men of the jungle have long since deserted, who is now unworshipped and alone; and to him I prayed.

Edward John Moreton Drax Plunkett Wrote:
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> And I too felt that I would pray. Yet I liked not
> to pray to a jealous God there where the frail
> affectionate gods whom the heathen love were being
> humbly invoked; so I bethought me, instead, of
> Sheol Nugganoth, whom the men of the jungle have
> long since deserted, who is now unworshipped and
> alone; and to him I prayed.


That is some fucked up shit.

Here, have some balance ...



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The function of conservatives is not to meet every liberal program or scheme with a denunciation or a destructive counterscheme, but rather to weigh its advantages and defects, supporting the first and challenging the second. A declaration of ideological warfare against liberalism is by its nature profoundly unconservative. It meets perceived radicalism with a counterradicalism of its own.

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Sidney Sime Wrote:
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> sick pedophilia ideation.

Here, have some balance:



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The function of conservatives is not to meet every liberal program or scheme with a denunciation or a destructive counterscheme, but rather to weigh its advantages and defects, supporting the first and challenging the second. A declaration of ideological warfare against liberalism is by its nature profoundly unconservative. It meets perceived radicalism with a counterradicalism of its own.

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