E Lye Wrote:
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> So you are saying that this site isn't meant to be
> used as therapy sessions?...I haven't had to get
> stitches for slicing my wrists in a few years.
> Although that could be because I stopped using
> drugs...mainly opium. The withdrawal from Opium
> was the worst feeling I have ever experienced. It
> was like hell on earth. It was worse than
> meth(although I was never really a big meth user)
> and much worse than coke. I found it harder to
> quit smoking cigarettes than it was to stop using
> coke. Whenever we were trying to "take a break"
> from opium... I remember often thinking that the
> withdrawal was going to be a lot worse than it
> turned out to be...however that doesn't mean that
> it wasn't torture...although we would get 'Darvon'
> and LSD with copious ammounts of alcohol to help
> ease the experience/symptoms. Imagine feeling
> extreme depression, anxiety, being insanely
> uncomfortable and feel like you have to move and
> shake constantly, total insomnia, among other
> symptoms all the while having the FLU. I remember
> describing the experience as a complete apathy for
> life with being overly hopeless and constant
> suicidal thoughts...all of this made the five days
> go by so FUCKING slow...and it felt like years.
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