Hit the nail on the head...
@ Miz Wrote:
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> What do you mean when you say your back is against
> the wall?
>
> You don't currently have a financial crisis, do
> you? From what you've said, I gather you have
> enough to tide you over for ~3 years.
>
> So how is your back against the wall?
>
> Don't base your happiness on achieving the
> arbitrary bourgeois expectations for happiness in
> America 2011. I sense a lot of your unhappiness -
> not all, but a lot - comes from your frustration
> at not being able to meet that standard.
>
> Don't get me wrong. I'm not trying to minimize
> your very real physical and other issues. Dealing
> with constant physical pain is a very heavy burden
> to bear. It wears you down not only physically
> but mentally.
>
> But, too, you don't have that meaningful thing in
> your life, that even very modest but real and
> meaningful thing that allowed Watanabe/Takashi
> Shimura to overcome his despair, and experience
> peace and happiness.
>
> Why don't you pm sometime. Maybe we could work on
> something that would be *meaningful* and therefore
> enjoyable. Build a little park in the corner of
> these wastelands.
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