Re: I’m going to bed
Posted by:
Wje
()
Date: August 27, 2022 04:21AM
Ghost Wrote:
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> You left again. Only difference is this time it
> took me days to get over it instead of months. And
> this time I’ve realized my self worth. I’m not
> focused on numbing the pain with a distraction.
>
> I’m taking the time to truly work on myself and
> build myself back up. That way when you come back
> around, and you will! I won’t be here as a door
> mat for you to walk all over again. I let you come
> back the first time because i wanted our family to
> be whole. But i realize now my family was never
> broken to begin with.
>
> Because you were only ever here when it was
> convenient for you. So goodbye and good riddance.
> This door is shut and locked. You are no longer
> welcome. You aren’t a part of this story any
> longer, you aren’t on this journey of where
> I’m headed. You were only meant to be a chapter,
> never the ending. I can’t say I’ll miss you
> because i won’t.
>
> I won’t miss the constant control, the constant
> manipulation, the lying, the emotional baggage
> that you carried everywhere. You will NEVER be
> happy until you love yourself and it’s very
> apparent from the last 3 relationships you’ve
> had that you certainly don’t. I almost feel bad
> for you.
I hate myself, but especially for letting others walk over me, take advantage and abuse me, and that’s just how these people are today
I have one friend who rather talk to cats over women!
And I agree