Keep it up meade. God is watching. Cleanse yourself. Atone for your transgressions and admit what a failure you've been. You seem to be more open about it on theapricity, why do you continously lie about it here on ffxu?
Well, let me tell you. I followed my heart. I pursued a vain objective of having Stardom in the music industry. I wasted my 20s and 30s on self serving purpose. It lead to a lot of disappointment, missed opportunities, and elusive dreams and schemes that would never come true. I should have pursued my creativity but also with a realistic goal in mind instead of something as fleeting as fame and fortune. I discovered later it' s something I never even really wanted in the first place. But I "followed my heart". Now a lonely 42 year old virgin, unmarried, and very few job prospects other than sacking groceries and cleaning toilets.