OMFG!

Get TF voer there and do a welfare check.

oh holy shit the guy's a mess...

fuck. he's rapid cycling Wrote:
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> oh holy shit the guy's a mess...


Is Jill d'pill really in the nut hut?

I can’t post here and watch Meade at same time.
You guys gotta take this guy out and get him laid!

shit, he needs a shrink.

Had kind of a tough epiphany during the show.

The perked right up again.

I am slightly concerned

I think the stream has been pulled. I bailed after the Oriental reference.

What happened?

out of the blue he went on a crying jag about his failure to achive stardom. then he seeme dfine

how can someone so young sing words so sad?

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It felt as though every comment anyone has ever meade about meade suddenly sank in - his fruitless obsession with stardom, his dependency on welfare and his aging father - just a huge realization that he has spent twnety years pursuing something that is not going to happen.

It was just weird - he was blathering away, then went silent, then began to sob, then was more or less normal again.

What a mess Wrote:
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> You guys gotta take this guy out and get him lobotomized!


FIFY

poor bastard - can't even keep a video up for twenty four hours.

I hope he uses experience this constructively - starts realistically planning a future that is not contingent on him becoming a country star - because it was clear from his breakdown that up until this evening that was still very much the plan.

Shit I missed it! Sucks he pulled the video. Hopefully this is a watershed moment in the history of Meade. He can still pursue music as a passion, but he should get a day job. No Meade, spinning signs and dancing in a fucking cow getup aren’t jobs. I think the ffxu brain trust would have much more respect for you even if you got a job flipping burgers.

Vedic Wrote:
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> Shit I missed it! Sucks he pulled the video.
> Hopefully this is a watershed moment in the
> history of Meade. He can still pursue music as a
> passion, but he should get a day job. No Meade,
> spinning signs and dancing in a fucking cow getup
> aren’t jobs. I think the ffxu brain trust would
> have much more respect for you even if you got a
> job flipping burgers.


He said on discord that he was just having a "mood swing". He seems back to where he was before.

he's already edited it Wrote:
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> poor bastard - can't even keep a video up for
> twenty four hours.
>
> I hope he uses experience this constructively -
> starts realistically planning a future that is not
> contingent on him becoming a country star -
> because it was clear from his breakdown that up
> until this evening that was still very much the
> plan.

Meade snapped back into reality there for all of 2 minutes, though he wen't right back into his delusional world before the video ended. He will continue to be a worthless leach living off disability, suicide is probably his best bet once his father passes away.

We need a new “Gerry” YouTube video, just like the one he made for Basl, but for Meade now...it being Gerry, an FFXU member and musician making a video in support of Meade in times of trouble will be greatly appreciated

You feel it!
https://youtu.be/c0tCYDYDi34

wishful thinking Wrote:
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>
>
> Meade snapped back into reality there for all of 2
> minutes, though he wen't right back into his
> delusional world before the video ended.


During that time, he did acknowledge that he has been obsessed with stardom, and that it is his father who cares for him and not vice versa. It's like he was suddenly in the real world. And then? Boom! Right back to being meade!

It's down but Meade put "Musical History" something up.

In that video Meade says Tareq Salahi invited him to play at a polo match event. Well now that makes sense. Tareq is an asshole hated in DC elite social circles.

Tareq is the guy who defaulted on the Loudoun winery after owing the polo vendors, crashed the White House party and was investigated by the Secret Service and he reported his wife missing after she left without telling him to run away with some rock musician.

His wife basically said screw you, no more money to spend on me so I need another sugar daddy. Typical gold digger republican wife.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tareq_Salahi

Tareq's mom even filed a lawsuit against the prick.

Make Sense Wrote:
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> It's down but Meade put "Musical History"
> something up.
>
> In that video Meade says Tareq Salahi invited him
> to play at a polo match event. Well now that
> makes sense. Tareq is an asshole hated in DC elite
> social circles.
>
> Tareq is the guy who defaulted on the Loudoun
> winery after owing the polo vendors, crashed the
> White House party and was investigated by the
> Secret Service and he reported his wife missing
> after she left without telling him to run away
> with some rock musician.
>
> His wife basically said screw you, no more money
> to spend on me so I need another sugar daddy.
> Typical gold digger republican wife.


That is the same stream with the meltdown edited out.

You can see the edit at around 26 minutes.

Meade was an upstart when he sang at that polo gig. They gave him a chance as people often do with up and comers. He thought it was the beginning of something big and hence he is still bragging about it years later. As it turns out, that was the peak of his career which is why he is still bragging about it years later.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S75rVXwSOt0


In the gif, the jump where the hand is rubbing his eye is where the meltdown was edited out.
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He was blathering away, they suddenly went into sort of a trance during which he evidently experienced some sort of Divine Revelation that it is not his calling to be a star, and then the waterworks began, and then he was all chipper again.

The five stages of grief are supposedly denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance.

It seems meade is grieving over the frustration of his dreams of stardom.

He has of course been in denial for some years.

Lately, his bashing of homos, along with the jews who control the music industry, and the producers of jungle jive music, would seem to indicate anger, so we have gotten through that stage.

His claims that he never sought stardom and just wanted to perform are sort of a form of bargaining. This along with acknowledging that he should pursue a more conventional career whilst still striving for stardom.

Last night's meltdown was the depression stage.

So now we can get into acceptance.

five stages of grief Wrote:
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> The five stages of grief are supposedly denial,
> anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance.
>
> It seems meade is grieving over the frustration of
> his dreams of stardom.
>
> He has of course been in denial for some years.
>
> Lately, his bashing of homos, along with the jews
> who control the music industry, and the producers
> of jungle jive music, would seem to indicate
> anger, so we have gotten through that stage.
>
> His claims that he never sought stardom and just
> wanted to perform are sort of a form of
> bargaining. This along with acknowledging that he
> should pursue a more conventional career whilst
> still striving for stardom.
>
> Last night's meltdown was the depression stage.
>
> So now we can get into acceptance.

He's back into denial now. Meade will be doing the same shit until his father dies, and even then he will just try to mooch off another family member

I thought maybe meade was putting on an act; something that could be used as evidence of mental instability in order to keep the welfare bucks coming. But if that were the case, wouldn't it make more sense to leave the livestream up for the social workers to see?