Sometimes I hate myself for being a closeted racist (Rant)
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Date: August 19, 2014 05:03PM
OK...
This isn't a troll post
I am a Lib-tard 95% of the time, I admit it. I am liberal about most things except I am not against guns (except Semi Automatic assault style weapons). The second thing I am not overly liberal on is the police shooting your ass if you have a gun pointed at them of somebody else. Everything else, I could not give a crap about, religion, abortion, gay marriage is none of my business. I also try to not be a racist but sometimes I just am. In traffic I think horrible things about other drivers. I don't say it out loud but I say it to myself a lot.
I will call somebody a fag in traffic, I don't know why, I don't care about people being gay and I am not homophobic but it just comes out. I also don't get upset if somebody calls me a fag. I just know it bugs Prius or BMW prick drivers a lot so I use it.
So today, I thought somebody stole an expensive power tool off my front porch. There is a new house being built down the street with mostly Hispanic guys working there. I automatically assumed it was one of them but my wife had put it away (Something she never does).
I was ranting away in my mind about the those $%^ Mexicans etc....until I saw it in the garage. I hate myself for doing this but can't seem to stop when something like this happens. Funny thing is,everything I have ever had swiped my entire life, was swiped by white guys so this isn't even a logical assumption based on my life experience.
I am an asshole sometimes.... I need to stop being like this because I don't want to be a hypocrite racist and if you asked me, I would say I'm not (at least most of the time).
End of self observation rant