Hey Michael, did any of the dozens of people you've stalked, harassed, gone to jail or bankrupted for do the following...
Did they ever ask how you're doing? No.
Did they ever WANT to see you? Nah.
Did they ever accept you for how/who you are? No.
Did they ever make you feel good? Nooo!
You certainly performed for them though, like a clown in circus court.
They certainly weren't ever good for your mental health.
And they did try to control you and did, with piece of paper.
Now ask yourself, Michael - why on earth would you waste so much time, energy and money on people who want to see you dead?