I remember watching meades stream, and he was catching up on the comments, and one or more comments made him reflect on things?

Meade flew the cuckoos nest Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------
> I remember watching meades stream, and he was
> catching up on the comments, and one or more
> comments made him reflect on things?


The last comment before the meltdown was about enemas.

Meade has had several of these breakdowns before. There have also been many times enemas have been mentioned that didn't coincide with a breakdown.

It is more prudent to advise Meade to find the reason for these breakdowns than to expect his 5 or 6 viewers to walk on eggshells.

sideshow Meade Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------
> Meade flew the cuckoos nest Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----
> > I remember watching meades stream, and he was
> > catching up on the comments, and one or more
> > comments made him reflect on things?
>
>
> The last comment before the meltdown was about
> enemas.
>
> Meade has had several of these breakdowns before.
> There have also been many times enemas have been
> mentioned that didn't coincide with a breakdown.
>
> It is more prudent to advise Meade to find the
> reason for these breakdowns than to expect his 5
> or 6 viewers to walk on eggshells.

Why would meade get upset about that, he openly talked about it?

It was after trump got elected that meade began crying - first in a vlog about his church turning gay-friendly, then last summer during a music show (he couldn't sing because he was bloated), and then this Sunday because - well - he has to get a job.

I think that as long as Obama was in office, he could pretend that the Democrats were preventing his success. Now he can't hide behind that any more.

trump ruined meade Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------
> It was after trump got elected that meade began
> crying - first in a vlog about his church turning
> gay-friendly, then last summer during a music show
> (he couldn't sing because he was bloated), and
> then this Sunday because - well - he has to get a
> job.
>
> I think that as long as Obama was in office, he
> could pretend that the Democrats were preventing
> his success. Now he can't hide behind that any
> more.

When his father is either at a point where he can't put up with Meade's shit any longer, or finally passes, what kind of Vlogs will Meade be making then? Meade can't keep up these delusions for much longer.

Meade can't hack it in the real world. This is something we all knew years ago, but his latest tantrum is further proof of this. He'll probably become a ward of a state or simply thrown in the puzzle factory when the time comes.

I watched the whole stream. I wasn't logged in for most of it since I didn't want to 'spook' Meade. Most of the chat comments came from Jack S. He complained about negroes. He complemented Meade for being smart enough to get accepted in community college. He wanted Meade to discuss politics. To his credit, Meade didn't go into politics this time. The other participants wanted him to do the Chinese thing and talk about enemas. It kind of stayed between 4-7 viewers the entire night.


Early on, Meade started addressing that the "haters" are jealous and how no talents like the Beatles can become famous. The only real way to deal with the "Haters" is to prove they are wrong. This is something Meade has been unable to do for the years he has been trying to become a superstar.

It almost seemed that Meade looked down at the chat feed. Saw all the comments and knew after 15-20 years of pursuing this dream, this is all the following he has. Some crazed reactionary and people who want him to make a fool out of himself. He finally got real for two minutes.

Meade was crying for himself so it is kind of hard to have a lot of pity. But it certainly was uncomfortable to watch. And really strange when he instantly switched gears back into his usual delusional worldview.

The world is full of would-be performers who think they are far more talented than they actually are. Most of them realize the futility of their follies long before they turn 40.

Big steamy pile of Meade Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------
> I watched the whole stream. I wasn't logged in for
> most of it since I didn't want to 'spook' Meade.
> Most of the chat comments came from Jack S. He
> complained about negroes. He complemented Meade
> for being smart enough to get accepted in
> community college. He wanted Meade to discuss
> politics. To his credit, Meade didn't go into
> politics this time. The other participants wanted
> him to do the Chinese thing and talk about enemas.
> It kind of stayed between 4-7 viewers the entire
> night.
>
>
> Early on, Meade started addressing that the
> "haters" are jealous and how no talents like the
> Beatles can become famous. The only real way to
> deal with the "Haters" is to prove they are wrong.
> This is something Meade has been unable to do for
> the years he has been trying to become a
> superstar.
>
> It almost seemed that Meade looked down at the
> chat feed. Saw all the comments and knew after
> 15-20 years of pursuing this dream, this is all
> the following he has. Some crazed reactionary and
> people who want him to make a fool out of himself.
> He finally got real for two minutes.
>
> Meade was crying for himself so it is kind of hard
> to have a lot of pity. But it certainly was
> uncomfortable to watch. And really strange when
> he instantly switched gears back into his usual
> delusional worldview.
>
> The world is full of would-be performers who think
> they are far more talented than they actually are.
> Most of them realize the futility of their follies
> long before they turn 40.


But Meade is truly talented. He's one of those who should have made it. He's a hidden gem.

Meade has Talent Galore Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------
> Big steamy pile of Meade Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----
> > I watched the whole stream. I wasn't logged in
> for
> > most of it since I didn't want to 'spook' Meade.
>
> > Most of the chat comments came from Jack S. He
> > complained about negroes. He complemented Meade
> > for being smart enough to get accepted in
> > community college. He wanted Meade to discuss
> > politics. To his credit, Meade didn't go into
> > politics this time. The other participants
> wanted
> > him to do the Chinese thing and talk about
> enemas.
> > It kind of stayed between 4-7 viewers the
> entire
> > night.
> >
> >
> > Early on, Meade started addressing that the
> > "haters" are jealous and how no talents like
> the
> > Beatles can become famous. The only real way to
> > deal with the "Haters" is to prove they are
> wrong.
> > This is something Meade has been unable to do
> for
> > the years he has been trying to become a
> > superstar.
> >
> > It almost seemed that Meade looked down at the
> > chat feed. Saw all the comments and knew after
> > 15-20 years of pursuing this dream, this is all
> > the following he has. Some crazed reactionary
> and
> > people who want him to make a fool out of
> himself.
> > He finally got real for two minutes.
> >
> > Meade was crying for himself so it is kind of
> hard
> > to have a lot of pity. But it certainly was
> > uncomfortable to watch. And really strange
> when
> > he instantly switched gears back into his usual
> > delusional worldview.
> >
> > The world is full of would-be performers who
> think
> > they are far more talented than they actually
> are.
> > Most of them realize the futility of their
> follies
> > long before they turn 40.
>
>
> But Meade is truly talented. He's one of those who
> should have made it. He's a hidden gem.

Meade, grow up and smell the coffee. You don't even have a cult following.

_Tarlton_ Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------
> trump ruined meade Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----
> > It was after trump got elected that meade began
> > crying - first in a vlog about his church
> turning
> > gay-friendly, then last summer during a music
> show
> > (he couldn't sing because he was bloated), and
> > then this Sunday because - well - he has to get
> a
> > job.
> >
> > I think that as long as Obama was in office, he
> > could pretend that the Democrats were
> preventing
> > his success. Now he can't hide behind that any
> > more.
>
> When his father is either at a point where he
> can't put up with Meade's shit any longer, or
> finally passes, what kind of Vlogs will Meade be
> making then? Meade can't keep up these delusions
> for much longer.
>
> Meade can't hack it in the real world. This is
> something we all knew years ago, but his latest
> tantrum is further proof of this. He'll probably
> become a ward of a state or simply thrown in the
> puzzle factory when the time comes.

Meade is already thinking about who he will mooch off when his father dies
Attachments:

Meade is a very strong man. He is a pillar of strength. He is very brave, and an inspiration to many.

Daddy Haufe Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------

Meade has a brother? I never knew. I wonder if he is at all accomplished, or just as delusional.

tdfcv Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------
> Daddy Haufe Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----
>
> Meade has a brother? I never knew. I wonder if he
> is at all accomplished, or just as delusional.


Meade's brother is a retired Army colonel and makes a good living now working in real estate. He looks like Meade if Meade wasn't an obese eunuch.

His parents were 13 years younger at the time, which might explain why he came out normal as he wasn't the result of defective semen. Meade's retardation and autism are likely the result of this.

I will not post his name or any more information on him out of respect, but you can find it on here if you really want to.

Big steamy pile of Meade Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------
>
>
> It almost seemed that Meade looked down at the
> chat feed. Saw all the comments and knew after
> 15-20 years of pursuing this dream, this is all
> the following he has. Some crazed reactionary and
> people who want him to make a fool out of himself.
> He finally got real for two minutes.
>
>


But how TF long did it take meade to realize this - that the sum total of his audience are a couple of dumb right-wingers who take him seriously, and a handful of FFU participants who principally appreciate The Chinese Thing?

I do hope that something good can come of this. As awkward as it was to watch meade reduced to a depressed failed wreck, if he would take a sober look at his career and start thinking of a realistic Plan B, this could be his salvation.

that could be it Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------
> Big steamy pile of Meade Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----
> >
> >
> > It almost seemed that Meade looked down at the
> > chat feed. Saw all the comments and knew after
> > 15-20 years of pursuing this dream, this is all
> > the following he has. Some crazed reactionary
> and
> > people who want him to make a fool out of
> himself.
> > He finally got real for two minutes.
> >
> >
>
>
> But how TF long did it take meade to realize this
> - that the sum total of his audience are a couple
> of dumb right-wingers who take him seriously, and
> a handful of FFU participants who principally
> appreciate The Chinese Thing?
>
> I do hope that something good can come of this.
> As awkward as it was to watch meade reduced to a
> depressed failed wreck, if he would take a sober
> look at his career and start thinking of a
> realistic Plan B, this could be his salvation.

I think it’s a combination of things, it’s not that he hasn’t succeeded, Meade sees he’s getting old and is not where he thought he would be, he seems lonely, and feeling alone and not sure about his future once his dad is gone.
Meade needs FFXU’ers support

Big jake Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------
> that could be it Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----
> > Big steamy pile of Meade Wrote:
> >
> --------------------------------------------------
>
> > -----
> > >
> > >
> > > It almost seemed that Meade looked down at
> the
> > > chat feed. Saw all the comments and knew
> after
> > > 15-20 years of pursuing this dream, this is
> all
> > > the following he has. Some crazed reactionary
> > and
> > > people who want him to make a fool out of
> > himself.
> > > He finally got real for two minutes.
> > >
> > >
> >
> >
> > But how TF long did it take meade to realize
> this
> > - that the sum total of his audience are a
> couple
> > of dumb right-wingers who take him seriously,
> and
> > a handful of FFU participants who principally
> > appreciate The Chinese Thing?
> >
> > I do hope that something good can come of this.
>
> > As awkward as it was to watch meade reduced to
> a
> > depressed failed wreck, if he would take a
> sober
> > look at his career and start thinking of a
> > realistic Plan B, this could be his salvation.
>
> I think it’s a combination of things, it’s not
> that he hasn’t succeeded, Meade sees he’s
> getting old and is not where he thought he would
> be, he seems lonely, and feeling alone and not
> sure about his future once his dad is gone.
> Meade needs FFXU’ers support


Meade is 40, not 21. He's having problems now because he absolutely refused to get a job despite everyone telling him to

It's not even a matter of whether he will ever realize stardom of not (most likely he won't), but that he needs to stop putting off the rest of his adult life as something to be done after achieving stardom. He needs to do the growing up part now, and then worry about stardom.

Again, for two brief shining minutes there seemed to be some situational awareness going on there....

Big jake Wrote:
his salvation.
>
> I think it’s a combination of things, it’s not
> that he hasn’t succeeded, Meade sees he’s
> getting old and is not where he thought he would
> be, he seems lonely, and feeling alone and not
> sure about his future once his dad is gone.
> Meade needs FFXU’ers support


Succeeded at what?

He made it to 13th best single in all of Richmond five years ago. Is this real success as a musician?

His film career consists of being an uncredited extra in a movie no one remembers. The world is full of those. Go see George Romero's 'Diary of the Dead' and see if you can spot me!!!

He is a forty-year-old man who has never left home, never been self-supporting, never been in a romantic relationship and is on welfare.

In what upside-down world is any of this a success?

an honest question Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------
> Big jake Wrote:
> his salvation.
> >
> > I think it’s a combination of things, it’s
> not
> > that he hasn’t succeeded, Meade sees he’s
> > getting old and is not where he thought he
> would
> > be, he seems lonely, and feeling alone and not
> > sure about his future once his dad is gone.
> > Meade needs FFXU’ers support
>
>
> Succeeded at what?
>
> He made it to 13th best single in all of Richmond
> five years ago. Is this real success as a
> musician?
>
> His film career consists of being an uncredited
> extra in a movie no one remembers. The world is
> full of those. Go see George Romero's 'Diary of
> the Dead' and see if you can spot me!!!
>
> He is a forty-year-old man who has never left
> home, never been self-supporting, never been in a
> romantic relationship and is on welfare.
>
> In what upside-down world is any of this a
> success?


Work is overrated. True happiness goes a lot further

_Tarlton_ Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------
> Meade can't hack it in the real world. This is
> something we all knew years ago, but his latest
> tantrum is further proof of this.

He’s starting to suffer from nausea and facial paralysis.

Y'all are just jealous of Meades Skeletons...uh... I'll have to get back to you.

debilitating Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------
> _Tarlton_ Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----
> > Meade can't hack it in the real world. This is
> > something we all knew years ago, but his latest
> > tantrum is further proof of this.
>
> He’s starting to suffer from nausea and facial
> paralysis.


I remember he was afraid that he might die on the toilet but I don’t remember anything about his face getting paralyzed.

bad nerves? Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------
> debilitating Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----
> > _Tarlton_ Wrote:
> >
> --------------------------------------------------
>
> > -----
> > > Meade can't hack it in the real world. This
> is
> > > something we all knew years ago, but his
> latest
> > > tantrum is further proof of this.
> >
> > He’s starting to suffer from nausea and
> facial
> > paralysis.
>
>
> I remember he was afraid that he might die on the
> toilet but I don’t remember anything about his
> face getting paralyzed.


Elvis died on the toilet when he was 42. Since Meade has so much in common with Elvis, Meade is worried that he will die the same way and at the same age. Meade has such a destroyed body, he will be lucky if he lives to be 42. Meade dying before his father would be a relief on his dad and the rest of the family. I'm sure none of them want Meade to move in and mooch off of them.

Big jake Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------
> that could be it Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----
> > Big steamy pile of Meade Wrote:
> >
> --------------------------------------------------
>
> > -----
> > >
> > >
> > > It almost seemed that Meade looked down at
> the
> > > chat feed. Saw all the comments and knew
> after
> > > 15-20 years of pursuing this dream, this is
> all
> > > the following he has. Some crazed reactionary
> > and
> > > people who want him to make a fool out of
> > himself.
> > > He finally got real for two minutes.
> > >
> > >
> >
> >
> > But how TF long did it take meade to realize
> this
> > - that the sum total of his audience are a
> couple
> > of dumb right-wingers who take him seriously,
> and
> > a handful of FFU participants who principally
> > appreciate The Chinese Thing?
> >
> > I do hope that something good can come of this.
>
> > As awkward as it was to watch meade reduced to
> a
> > depressed failed wreck, if he would take a
> sober
> > look at his career and start thinking of a
> > realistic Plan B, this could be his salvation.
>
> I think it’s a combination of things, it’s not
> that he hasn’t succeeded, Meade sees he’s
> getting old and is not where he thought he would
> be, he seems lonely, and feeling alone and not
> sure about his future once his dad is gone.
> Meade needs FFXU’ers support


Meade is barely middle aged. He isn't old. I guess that's old for FFXU users because they are poor folk.

Daddy Haufe Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------
> tdfcv Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----
> > Daddy Haufe Wrote:
> >
> --------------------------------------------------
>
> > -----
> >
> > Meade has a brother? I never knew. I wonder if
> he
> > is at all accomplished, or just as delusional.
>
>
> Meade's brother is a retired Army colonel and
> makes a good living now working in real estate. He
> looks like Meade if Meade wasn't an obese eunuch.
>
> His parents were 13 years younger at the time,
> which might explain why he came out normal as he
> wasn't the result of defective semen. Meade's
> retardation and autism are likely the result of
> this.
>
> I will not post his name or any more information
> on him out of respect, but you can find it on here
> if you really want to.


Meade said his oldest sister is severely autistic. So there goes that theory.
Maybe the autism branch skipped the middle child.

Meade Prime Wrote:
\
>
> Meade is barely middle aged. He isn't old. I guess
> that's old for FFXU users because they are poor
> folk.

Meade is a welfare recipient. Meade is the poorest person in this discussion.

Meade Prime Wrote:
-------------------------------------------------------
>
> Meade is barely middle aged. He isn't old. I guess
> that's old for FFXU folk who consider 40 to be an old age for somebody who has never had a job or left his parents' house.