Jamiroquai - Deeper Underground

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WIUAC03YMlA

Imagine Dragons - Radioactive

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktvTqknDobU

Porter Robinson - Language (Official Video)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LILChvqUo4

A Cool Cat in Town (music by TAPE FIVE)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCRO964l_nE

Bon Jovi - It's My Life

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vx2u5uUu3DE


Ive had this GIf going all night for every song ive posted :-D

https://media.giphy.com/media/13CoXDiaCcCoyk/giphy.gif

New Divide (Official Video) - Linkin Park


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ysSxxIqKNN0

Always remmeber, that it is up to you to change your situation... You can hoohle all you want, but noone will have the answers.... LIFE AND LEARN!!!!!

Email me if any of you ever wants to talk...

Jesse Stewart - Cold Beer (Cry Tunes)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=87_TOuYDigk

Eurythmics - Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This) (Official Video)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qeMFqkcPYcg

DEPECHE MODE - People Are People (1984)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l_3GQu7dm-I

a-ha - Take On Me (Official Video)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djV11Xbc914

Parov Stelar - Ragtime Cat ft Lilja Bloom (Lunch Break) ft. NEILAND

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hqCsg4U3iqQ

Eiffel 65 - Blue (Da Ba Dee) (Original Video with subtitles)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=68ugkg9RePc

Dont be Blue "=D

Parov Stelar - The Mojo Radio Gang (Doc-Terry Video Remix) HD

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ucG773oSi-E

The Tragically Hip - Ahead By A Century

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QE2joQsWXJg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vLiJIgVlRQ&sns=em

Ass got fried, is a suicide.
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Foo Fighters - Best Of You

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_L4Rixya64

Ask Embla
Legion

https://soundcloud.com/askemblamusic-1/legion-demo

Seether - Words As Weapons

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=202fjZZO-tI

Blackstreet-No Diggity

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sOIt51w6cH8

Broken Bells - The High Road

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWBG1j_flrg

The Chainsmokers & Coldplay - Something Just Like This (Lyric)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FM7MFYoylVs

Kygo, Selena Gomez - It Ain't Me (with Selena Gomez) (Audio)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D5drYkLiLI8

http://dai.ly/x2fmu7

Sacrifice, commit suicide and I'll bring you back to life.
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Scatman (ski-ba-bop-ba-dop-bop) Official Video HD -Scatman John

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hy8kmNEo1i8

Luis Fonsi - Despacito ft. Daddy Yankee

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kJQP7kiw5Fk

bignic-purpose

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=85K4BI-GsGw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ryDjX3zgU-w

No one asked for your political analysis libtard. STFU, you all are so transparent and self absorbed. See if your bubble will burst

Sorry you wanna die. Me too, that's what led me here, looking for best place to aim. I don't know why you wanna die but before I go I'm gonna tell ya why I wanna die. I lost my 1st husband in a car accident when I was 21, I was left with a daughter and a son. I re-married and lost that husband in 2017, lost my son in 2012, lost my mom 9 days after my husband and I just can't take this pain and loneliness anymore.Done. You all should search your souls for a bit of compassion. You never know what another person is going thru. It's horribly painful sometimes

3 TD!
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When my beloved dog was dying from an illness that was beyond any help from a vet I felt like it was my obligation to take her to the vet and have her put to sleep. This was the righteous and noble thing to do for her. In her last few years she was losing weight, could not eat,could not sleep very well,was having convulsions and seizures,panic attacks,didn't know where she was at, cowering and shivering with fear,breathing difficulty and many other deathly symptoms. She no longer enjoyed hunting,digging up voles,watching the sunset,or any other activities in life that made her life worth living. WHY would anyone who had any sense of humanity watch her suffer on a day by day basis with these hellish symptoms? Where she could no longer breathe. Anyone who says don't worry about it,play her some music,she'll enjoy it has a screw loose and will find their own selves in a very hellish condition soon if they're not careful. And then you'll have no one to end your misery and say here, listen to this tune, or watch this T.V. show while your a human vegetable drooling from your quivering lips. Wait till this happens to you and see how much of a smuck you are then.

YOUR A PIECE OF SHIT FOR SAYIN THAT. YOU DIDNT TRY TO STOP THEY OR TALK O THEM TO THEM TO TRY TO STOP THEM. U JUST DONT WANN DEAL WITH PAPER WORK OR THE MESS? I PE U ROT IN HELL BITCH. UOUR ONE OF THE REASONS PEOPLE DONT WANNA BE IN IS FUCKED UP WORLD! BET YOU VOTED FOR TRUMP YOU TWISTED BIYCH!!!

I too am giving consideration(+/-33% chance)of committing suicide. I have an incredibly difficult time with the prospect of exploding my face/head. I know it’s absurd as I would have no use for them anymore but.....it is what it is.

Might I interject a possible alternative option?

Fentanyl laced heroin to thme vein.....For anyone with no/limited exposure to opiates it is a guaranteed death which, by its VERY NATURE assures a painlesss transition to whatever awaits us....

You will feel better than you ever have for roughly 7 seconds then.....Well, that’s a question of great debate over the ages....

Heroin and cyanide are the only options I have found which leave your body looking good which for some reason, even as a male, I am sensitive to. I also have ben addicted to shooting up opiates thought it has been over a decade which would make it easier for me than for other perhaps.

We shall see what the future holds. C’est la vie.

I understand and appreciate everyone who tries to encourage others to hold on, seek help, and so forth but as a lifelong menatally I’ll and severely suffering suicidal individual myself, please hear me when I say you don’t understand. There is no way for you to. There is not enough sympathy or empathy in this world to release us from the hell we live with inside of us... every moment of every day. Yes, some of us our lucky enough to have family, even if it’s just a few people who truly care and these people surely play a consideration in our strength and ability to keep holding on or lack there of. Yet some of us have no family, never had, or the few who exist are a big part of the problem. Friends, well as adults, we all know friends come and go, even the ones that we trust completely and have helped be our rock and positive support system can disappear in the blink of an eye. That person I had in my life was given an ultimatum by her new gf to choose between her or me, of course she abandoned me to please her gf. See, that is a common trend in our lives, we find a few very rare people we feel safe to open up to, put our faith in, think we can count on them they disappear for no good reason. We aren’t talking simple loneliness it’s so much bigger than that. It reminds us that we are virtually invalid and unworthy of love, loyalty, commitment and care... things that “normal” people with “normal” families are given by virtue of nature. Those of us who weren’t that fortunate spend our whole lives just looking for the place we belong, are wanted, loved and safe. I don’t care who you are, enough years of that coupled with every time you muster the strength and promise yourself “one more try” and allow yourself to be vaulnerable just to find yourself with the same results, hurts, and demons to fight all over again.... alone is unbearable. They pains from before never truly heal or go away and every new failure steals another piece of your soul. Eventually you’re left with nothing. And absolutely will do anything to stop the pain, hell, misery, flashbacks, unpredictable reenactments that involuntarily play through your mind over and over, the physical reactions that your body goes through because of everything happening inside. Suicidal people only want peace, by any means. If not here on earth then in death. Telling them they are worth more than death when life shows them otherwise over and over is a worthless statement. We need something more tangible than words and that is nearly impossible to find for many of us in this live on earth.

oh nice, you fucking piece of shit

you're shit

Just put on a pair of headphones on play your favorite music let that train run year neck over cut your head right off

Hutson p. That's a great way to commit suicide. Have a train run over your neck. Is this a better option then slowly dying in some shit hole cancer ward watching your body literally rot away. You bet it is. Is it a better option then slowly dying in a hospital with no chance for recovery watching your insurance and life savings being slowly drained by hospital administrators who could care less if you live or die? You bet it is.Suicide is a much better alternative then people give it credit for. You better have your durable power of attorney documents signed off so you don't live on a ventilator in a semi-comatose state unable to even watch a simple TV show. Cause that hospital will own everything you worked for,then some. Suicide is a much better option then stroking out and letting this happen to you. A gun blast to the back of the head is a much better option. It can be any caliber weapon as well. A .22 revolver will do the trick. The Israeli Mosad uses this caliber as their weapon of choice for assassinations. The muzzle velocity is lower then a .45 caliber and scrambles the brain more efficiently. Instead of the .45 caliber slug going through the brain, the.22 slug stays in the brain actually causing more damage or death.

its 2018, you dead yet?

its 2018, you dead yet? Wrote:
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> its 2018, you dead yet?

I am mentally but not physically yet.

I came to this page and saw what you asked this person that felt the same way I do, and here is my answer. I am 40 years old, none of my family talks to me, my brother has threatened to sue me, I have cancer, my girlfriend left me, I've only had one girlfriend in my life, I've had severe nightmare daily since my childhood. I have not been employed in over 5 years and cannot find work. I have run out of money and am being evicted from my apartment, My mother died with no goodbye. My uncle sued me over her will. I am 6'1 and weigh 125 pounds, I have diarrhea and mucus attacks daily for 40 years that no doctor has been able to help with at all (daily physical suffering). I've tried religion, volenteering, therapy, art, going back to college, exercise...My friends all abandoned me after my mom died. 3 successful friends of mine have killed themselves in the past year, my jawbone has shrunk to almost nothing alarming my dentist but she doesn't know what it is or what to do (spent 5 years and thousands of dollars...jaw still shrinks and hurts daily. Foot injury making it hard to walk, exercise and work for years (spent all I can afford for medical help with that problem as well. I have suffered from panic attacks and depression my entire life and have received no help and everytime i tried to seek help or get medication I've been rejected and accused of being a lazy, selfish, brat. I've spent all holidays alone for years now. I tried to treat myself to a vacation and it was horrible, no-one wants to be around me and I don't blame them, I have so many problems that even doctors and money can't fix that it seems like the only way to stop suffering almost every moment of my existence. I know it will hurt others, but they don't care enough about me for me to keep hurting for years just so they can be more comfortably with me being alive and suffering.

So that is why and believe me there is way more...Can you think of a better way to end my daily suffering that's lasted my life since age 4ish?

wow. I suffer from these same things and no one understands. You have worded this very well, thank you for that. I hope you can find peace here on earth, I'm still struggling and trying to find it too.

Someone Wrote:
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> Of all the places to seek attention or advice..
> Most idiots on here can't even type..
>
> You guys make me want to shoot myself..
>
> Stop attention seeking..
> Instead of searching for Attention or Death..
> Go search for Life..
>
> People much worse off are still living happy..
> Happiness is not given to you, it is earned..

What a bitter, selfish, judgmental, over-simplifying moron

James West Wrote:
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> I came to this page and saw what you asked this
> person that felt the same way I do, and here is my
> answer. I am 40 years old, none of my family talks
> to me, my brother has threatened to sue me, I have
> cancer, my girlfriend left me, I've only had one
> girlfriend in my life, I've had severe nightmare
> daily since my childhood. I have not been employed
> in over 5 years and cannot find work. I have run
> out of money and am being evicted from my
> apartment, My mother died with no goodbye. My
> uncle sued me over her will. I am 6'1 and weigh
> 125 pounds, I have diarrhea and mucus attacks
> daily for 40 years that no doctor has been able to
> help with at all (daily physical suffering). I've
> tried religion, volenteering, therapy, art, going
> back to college, exercise...My friends all
> abandoned me after my mom died. 3 successful
> friends of mine have killed themselves in the past
> year, my jawbone has shrunk to almost nothing
> alarming my dentist but she doesn't know what it
> is or what to do (spent 5 years and thousands of
> dollars...jaw still shrinks and hurts daily. Foot
> injury making it hard to walk, exercise and work
> for years (spent all I can afford for medical help
> with that problem as well. I have suffered from
> panic attacks and depression my entire life and
> have received no help and everytime i tried to
> seek help or get medication I've been rejected and
> accused of being a lazy, selfish, brat. I've spent
> all holidays alone for years now. I tried to treat
> myself to a vacation and it was horrible, no-one
> wants to be around me and I don't blame them, I
> have so many problems that even doctors and money
> can't fix that it seems like the only way to stop
> suffering almost every moment of my existence. I
> know it will hurt others, but they don't care
> enough about me for me to keep hurting for years
> just so they can be more comfortably with me being
> alive and suffering.
>
> So that is why and believe me there is way
> more...Can you think of a better way to end my
> daily suffering that's lasted my life since age
> 4ish?
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Who are these "people" that come to this site to hurt others and post stupid hateful shit? This photo that some user name "eat shit and die" posted...what scum of the earth? you probably hurt animals and hate yourself. Why don't you spend your time watching netflix or porn or reading a book instead of coming on to a page where people are crying out for help? No need to waste any more breathe on you...but that is a nice picture of your mother giving birth to you on a jungle gym in the park you filthy white nigger

I totally agree, I am so sick of people saying oh it'll get better, people will love you and miss you, etc. I don't have anybody that would even realize that I was gone aside from my employer. I am sick and tired of having to work my ass off at a job that I hate and at a place that I hate and I'm too mentally screwed up and drained at this point to try to make it better again, something Ive trying to do for years so I am just ready to get out , and I will find away

H&K Guy Wrote:
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> Do not kill yourself.
>
> It is selfish and will ruin the lives of everyone
> that loves, cares about, and has befriended you.
>
> Get help by calling the Suicide Prevention
> Hotline.
>
> But if you ever reach the level of complete
> selfishness that makes you determined to kill
> yourself - please participate in the Republican
> 'Climate Change is a Hoax' study first.
>
> Fill your car with gas. Then park your car in your
> garage. Close the garage doors. Run a hose from
> the car exhaust pipe in through a crack in the
> drivers side window. Put towels on either side of
> the hose to seal the window. Get in the drivers
> seat. Close the door. Start the car. Recline the
> seat. Nod off to sleep for 6-8 hours. Simply
> report your experiences here on FFXU the following
> day.
>
> Next, exercise your 2nd Amendment rights and go
> buy a cheap used gun without a background check at
> some gun show even though you are in the Suicide
> Prevention Hotline database which even the NSA
> can't tap into. Then participate in the Republican
> 'Guns don't kill people' study. Load your gun. Put
> it to your head. Turn the safety off. Pull the
> trigger. Have your gun tell us how it didn't kill
> you the following day.


HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA FUCKING KILL YOURSELF. What's selfish is to stay alive, even though you could just end yourself in order to benifit everyone around you, especially in your case. :) See you in Hell babe xoxoxo

Let me out of this world Wrote:
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> I totally agree, I am so sick of people saying oh
> it'll get better, people will love you and miss
> you, etc. I don't have anybody that would even
> realize that I was gone aside from my employer. I
> am sick and tired of having to work my ass off at
> a job that I hate and at a place that I hate and
> I'm too mentally screwed up and drained at this
> point to try to make it better again, something
> Ive trying to do for years so I am just ready to
> get out , and I will find away


Do something for society first and take Miz with you.

That will get you some brownie points in heaven.

And if Tator starts to cry, put him out of his "Mizery".
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No, you really do need something that has enough power to actually blow your brains out. Otherwise you may survive as a bumbling retard who needs to be supervised at all times and then you wouldn't be able to kill yourself if you tried.

Sometimes people are tired. Not depressed. Just tired. Not all of us fit into society. Not all of us have had lives that most would understand and yet, we still don't feel sorry for ourselves but understand wholeheartedly that we just don't belong and are tired of trying to. It is easy to judge; not so easy to understand if you don't. I also have this question. The only worry I have is a failed attempt. I miss my husband. I have fought off the feeling for three years now, with a lot of therapy and medication. I wont leave a mess; I just dont want to fail at the attempt.

The fact this forum still up and running is funny. I bet my mans dead by now and y'all still fretting over these people who wanna die in peace.

Suicide isn't something I condone. But if it makes the person feel at peace to kill their-selves then let them. Psych Wards sometimes don't help.. and family can sometimes ridicule you for being suicidal.

So long story short what i'm getting at is that y'all need to realize some people don't really feel like their lives have value. And you can all fight me and call me heartless and say i'm an asshole or something.. But i'm just observing the obvious of this long 3-page forum.. These people want to die. And I don't think its fair to them that we're being so .. harsh and defensive because that's what they want in life.

Lmao I don't want y'all coming for my wig.

Bignigga Wrote:
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> The fact this forum still up and running is funny.
> I bet my mans dead by now and y'all still fretting
> over these people who wanna die in peace.
>
> Suicide isn't something I condone. But if it makes
> the person feel at peace to kill their-selves then
> let them. Psych Wards sometimes don't help.. and
> family can sometimes ridicule you for being
> suicidal.
>
> So long story short what i'm getting at is that
> y'all need to realize some people don't really
> feel like their lives have value. And you can all
> fight me and call me heartless and say i'm an
> asshole or something.. But i'm just observing the
> obvious of this long 3-page forum.. These people
> want to die. And I don't think its fair to them
> that we're being so .. harsh and defensive because
> that's what they want in life.
>
> Lmao I don't want y'all coming for my wig.

Gerry should kill himself.

My boyfriend shot himself two months ago. I don’t remember the type of gun but I know we went hunting with it, and the bullet was the size of my finger. Since then my life has been over. Ive searched carbon monoxide poisoning but didn’t wanna risk brain damage and hanging hurt too bad

Thank you for the advice, much love to you all

One in a he stink, turn that frown upside down.




Gotta go Wrote:
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> My boyfriend shot himself two months ago. I
> don’t remember the type of gun but I know we
> went hunting with it, and the bullet was the size
> of my finger. Since then my life has been over.
> Ive searched carbon monoxide poisoning but
> didn’t wanna risk brain damage and hanging hurt
> too bad
>
> Thank you for the advice, much love to you all
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Hey there, folks. The authorities won't let me buy a gun! How should I go about doing myself in? my sister says I should turn the gas on and close all the windows.....

wtf did I just stumble upon

:/

rly?

Umm, yeah don't do that, how about not kill yourself

I got in trouble for simply being on this site from my school, :/

BEH Wrote:
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> Make sure the caliber is at least 38 or 357 , I
> wouldn't trust a 22 or a 25, you want to make sure
> your brain is really decimated.


So would you say a Smith and Wesson .45 M&P (specifically the compact version) would do the trick?

I really wouldn't want any chance of survival, but also don't know if I'm comfortable with a shotgun.

adsplendor Wrote:
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>
> I really wouldn't want any chance of survival, but
> also don't know if I'm comfortable with a shotgun.

How long does this need to be discussed?

Actions speak louder than words and it is time you finally follow through with something.

MEADE SKELT0N Wrote:
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> Hey there, folks. The authorities won't let me buy
> a gun! How should I go about doing myself in? my
> sister says I should turn the gas on and close all
> the windows.....
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Drop dead OP.

Fry in hell.

Put up or shut up Wrote:
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> adsplendor Wrote:
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> -----
>
> >
> > I really wouldn't want any chance of survival,
> but
> > also don't know if I'm comfortable with a
> shotgun.
>
> How long does this need to be discussed?
>
> Actions speak louder than words and it is time you
> finally follow through with something.



Ummm, I actually only posted once on this thread.

I may be suicidal, but that doesn't mean I'm an underachiever.

Don't you dare pass a judgement like that when you've never so much as met the person.

People like you are the ones I truly won't miss.

Use an MP-40 and shoot yourself through the mouth for best destruction






- fellow suicider

My grandfather used a shotgun.Pulled that trigger and decorated the ceiling with his brains.No pain,closed casket funeral.