all of you faggots Wrote:
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> Eesh, Stabitha, Sharky8 who is clearly yucky24 or
> stabitha, and faggged, all kill yourself.
> Immediately. Society will appreciate it.


Written by Gerrymanderer2 under one of his many names

I know I am coming to this party (along the lines of the mask of the red death) awfully late, but it struck me that I have seen so many, "well-meaning", I hope, but vacuous, or even worse, responses like, "There is still light at the end of the tunnel." Yeah, and maybe it is a train headed for you. You might want to make your own decision on how to depart, since I don't think all trains are bound for glory, even if you don't have to pay for the ticket. Then again, we have the All-American xenophobes who weigh in with the likes of "Please do take some bad guys with you. Whoever you can take down, be it Isis, Al Qaeda, Taliban, etc. Just kill some filthy Muzzie dogs when you go. If possible try and target their leaders." So we can basically tell folks to "cheer up, that train you see coming might be help on the way, to a completely different, "so glad you decided to become a one person army against anyone you deem wrong in their thinking or actions based on . . . I have no clue - their last name, their skin color?" It seems difficult to find an actual answer that is based on anything but personal faith in humanity, life, or the opposite. If you want a decent place to start your consideration, I would suggest, http://www.newhealthadvisor.com/Easiest-Way-to-Kill-Yourself.html. This site will not trivialize the issue, it will offer alternatives, but it also gives the statistically most likely means to work, (and not), how long you may be in pain before you finally expire, amount of agony, lethality (what are the odds you will die or end up in really bad shape). I would never encourage someone to kill themselves, but then again, if they were going to do so, I would want to make sure they know what to do for the least pain, least time in pain, and least likelihood of ending up a vegetable that others will care for until they actually die, possibly many years later.

Question to the man who grabs spark plugs to cure depression, are you serious? As an experimental psychologist in training, I am legitimately curious. Shock therapy does help depression, for reasons that remain a mystery. But I've never heard of anyone who is DIYing it. How do you not lock up, preventing you from letting go of the wire? What does it feel like? How did you even think to start doing this?

Oh, and as for the suicide advice, I don't know much about guns (which is why I came here, though I am a member of the green party I sincerely thank you gun enthusiasts for your expertise). But I can say that be careful to not aim too much for the front of your head. There is more space in there in sinus cavities before your brain than you might think. Even a shotgun won't kill you if you aim straight up (though you will wish it had). At the temple you have a chance of just hitting your optic nerve. And that's a real bummer. Just, really plan out that angle.

And as for the mess, I heard of a cop who did it by wrapping a towel around his head first and shooting himself in the bathtub. Pretty polite way to go, I think.

Why use a gun? Rope is much more cost effective.

I agree. Do it outdoors and so remote that you will have time to bleed out. The last thing you want is to survive but you don't want to be a burden by being a gimp any more than the guilt you will leave with your loved ones after they find you.

Do not use a 12 gauge to your heart. I know a guy that survived as the shot deflected off of his ribs and he survived.

I think a large caliber handgun thru the forehead is the best way. If you do it thru the temple you may survive for a while and that causes more heart ache for your family.

I have been where you are. I hope you can give this 48 hours. Maybe you can change your direction. But if you can't please do it so that the pain to your family and friends is minimized.

Signed, your anonymous friend that is hurting like your are. Maybe tomorrow will be different and we can make it. Just give it 48 hours.

Wish I could give you a hug like the anonymous hug that i got. Let me know if I can give you a virtual hug.



backpacker Wrote:
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> BEH Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----
> > Oh yes, but very messy.
> >
> > Don't forget, SOMEONE has to clean up..
>
>
> Best thing to do would be to drive up to skyline
> drive and hike about a mile into the woods before
> you do it. After they find your car a couple days
> later the buzzards will show the park service
> employees your location and by then there will not
> be much left for them to bag up and haul out of
> there. You can always rent a car if you need to.

Read my post.

read my post

BEH Wrote:
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> I'd say hold the barrel of the gun to your
> forehead at a slightly downward angle.
>
> Make sure the caliber is at least 38 or 357 , I
> wouldn't trust a 22 or a 25, you want to make sure
> your brain is really decimated.
>
> The price range should not be a consideration, buy
> it on credit, who is going to collect once you're
> blown to eternity?
>
> Thank you for not commiting suicide with a
> train,or jumping off an overpass onto a highway,
> it ruins the day for thousands of commuters.

do NOT do this. your forehead is one of the hardest, most durable pieces of bone in your body and the most likely to deflect a firearm round. you're very likely to end up brain damaged with a significantly worse quality of life than that which you are trying to escape. don't put it in your mouth either, it's very difficult to aim correctly.

the best method is to hold the weapon vertical, and lean your head over it such that the barrel is pressing into the bottom of your chin where it meets your neck. tuck your chin in as much as possible, and try to align things such that the weapon is pointing straight up towards the top of your skull. this will help ensure that the shot inflicts maximum damage to your brain and brainstem, and will also help to destroy the neck arteries and windpipe. this way, even if you miss the critical parts of your brain it is probable that you will bleed or suffocate to death.

good luck op!

also, in terms of weaponry, the most effective type of firearm is a shotgun. the force of the charge & the spread of the shot will ensure that your entire brain as well as throat is destroyed. 12 ga buckshot or larger is recommended. if you do not have access to a shotgun, sources recommend a high-caliber rifle chambered for big game hunting or antipersonnel. in terms of handguns, 9mm or above is preferable. personally i wouldn't go for anything below .45 caliber, .357 or .44 would be better. however, if you can get a handgun there's really no reason you couldn't get a shotgun. they're far more effective and less likely to leave you still alive and full of regret

mentally ill Wrote:
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> Shit Fucker Wrote:
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> -----
> > Getting tired of people saying that others have
> it
> > worse off and that life has a purpose. Mental
> > illness is mental illness and sometimes it's
> > untreatable. What's worse, ending your
> existence
> > or living a life of misery, knowing that even
> if
> > situations get better your mind will always be
> > naturally gloomy?
>
>
> Thank you!
> If you're a person who doesn't understand this,
> then you're a person who shouldn't be making
> stupid judgemental comments. And if you are one of
> those people who don't understand why someone
> would want to kill themself, then seriously be
> thankful. Because that means that your life isn't
> as hopeless & shitty as ours.
> Personally, I'm tired of the "everything gets
> better", "don't kill yourself" shit. Some of us
> are really tired of living with mental illnesses
> that will never go away. Being a REAL burden to
> the few people who love us. I'm 33 years old, and
> have been suffering for a long time. I don't want
> to live like this anymore. I've tried to OD; it
> doesn't work. So, this time I'm going to save up
> money (because of my illnesses I have no savings
> or credit cards), buy a gun and pull the trigger.
> Thank you for the people on this forum who have
> actually been helpful.

agreed. there is really nothing more selfish or arrogant than these piece of shit self-help wannabes with their after-school-special garbage. everyone has a right to terminate life when they judge it has outlived its enjoyability - it's one of the few rights that nobody can or should take from you. the OP asked a serious question. please respect the intelligence of suicidal people, don't talk down as though we're fucking children who just don't know any better. we've been grappling with this stuff far longer than you have

I'm just curious (I know I got to this forum way too late) if you survived or ended up doing it? I really need help with this and I'd like to talk to you if you're still here..:/ please. Email me. Oneeee929@gmail.com

Gerry

Hey could I possibly talk to you? Email me please. Oneeee929@gmail.com

Gerry none this trump winning is worth you blowing out your brains.

Whati Da Heil Wrote:
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> I agree. Do it outdoors and so remote that you
> will have time to bleed out. The last thing you
> want is to survive but you don't want to be a
> burden by being a gimp any more than the guilt you
> will leave with your loved ones after they find
> you.
>
> Do not use a 12 gauge to your heart. I know a guy
> that survived as the shot deflected off of his
> ribs and he survived.
>
> I think a large caliber handgun thru the forehead
> is the best way. If you do it thru the temple you
> may survive for a while and that causes more heart
> ache for your family.
>
> I have been where you are. I hope you can give
> this 48 hours. Maybe you can change your
> direction. But if you can't please do it so that
> the pain to your family and friends is minimized.
>
> Signed, your anonymous friend that is hurting like
> your are. Maybe tomorrow will be different and we
> can make it. Just give it 48 hours.
>
> Wish I could give you a hug like the anonymous hug
> that i got. Let me know if I can give you a
> virtual hug.
>
>
>
> backpacker Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----
> > BEH Wrote:
> >
> --------------------------------------------------
>
> > -----
> > > Oh yes, but very messy.
> > >
> > > Don't forget, SOMEONE has to clean up..
> >
> >
> > Best thing to do would be to drive up to
> skyline
> > drive and hike about a mile into the woods
> before
> > you do it. After they find your car a couple
> days
> > later the buzzards will show the park service
> > employees your location and by then there will
> not
> > be much left for them to bag up and haul out of
> > there. You can always rent a car if you need to.






Hey could I possibly talk to you? Email me please. Oneeee929@gmail.com

If anyone plans on killing themselves do the USA a favor and do it like suicide bombers do, except against them...Im a fighter no how fuckin miserable i refuse to kill myself, but I really would like to see american suicide bombers going after our enemies, just like they do us...so depressed friends of mine, miserable fucks, kill 2 birds with one stone and be an american hero at same time

1. Donate blood to red cross
2. Take some blood thinners
3. A few drinks
4. 9mm with a hollow point
5. Gun in mouth pointed at your medulla oblongata

If your not dead instantly because your brain is mashed potatoes then I'd say you'd bleed out very quickly. Should flow like a red river with how much less blood after donating and how thinned out your blood will be.

I stumbled upon this thread while searching for the best gun to use to shoot myself with. It might sound stupid to some but I know absolutely nothing about guns and don't want to end up alive with half a face.

Anyway, no, there isn't always hope. My husband died 4 months ago in an accident and I just want to end the pain I'm in. I've given it time and I don't feel better I feel worse each day. I seriously can't live with this pain anymore. Maybe I'm being selfish but I can't do it, I guess I'm weak. Life is torture. I'm done. I'm thinking shotgun to the chest, I'm not certain yet.

I have tried literally everything to make my life better for years. I have so much Love in my heart for others, maybe that's part of my problem. Don't judge or give an opinion you know nothing about, you have not walked in my shoes or taken my path in life. Sometimes this is the only way out and best for everyone. I'm so tired of the daily struggle to keep going. I just need out, life is not a choice for me. Taking my life is not selfish, it's not something one wants to do it is a need. Why suffer everyday when there is another option. It angers me when you say "love in your heart" Obviously you know nothing.

I couldn't have said it better. Thank you.

dungeon smash Wrote:
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> also, in terms of weaponry, the most effective
> type of firearm is a shotgun. the force of the
> charge & the spread of the shot will ensure that
> your entire brain as well as throat is destroyed.
> 12 ga buckshot or larger is recommended. if you
> do not have access to a shotgun, sources recommend
> a high-caliber rifle chambered for big game
> hunting or antipersonnel. in terms of handguns,
> 9mm or above is preferable. personally i wouldn't
> go for anything below .45 caliber, .357 or .44
> would be better. however, if you can get a
> handgun there's really no reason you couldn't get
> a shotgun. they're far more effective and less
> likely to leave you still alive and full of regret

Would a .38 hollow point right in the forehead do the trick?

bought the stuff today, thanks for the help guys. sucks that helium didn't work... i went through a ton of effort to buy an old bottle of it before they started all adding extra air in but it still was impure and didn't work. have a good one :)

mentally ill Wrote:
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> H&K Guy Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----
> > Do not kill yourself.
> >
> > It is selfish and will ruin the lives of
> everyone
> > that loves, cares about, and has befriended
> you.
> >
> > Get help by calling the Suicide Prevention
> > Hotline.
> >
> > But if you ever reach the level of complete
> > selfishness that makes you determined to kill
> > yourself - please participate in the Republican
> > 'Climate Change ...
> >
>
>
> I think it is way more selfish to tell people who
> are genuinely enduring endless pain & suffering
> every day of their life to not kill themselves
> because others will feel hurt. The few who care
> about me, whom I am a burden to, would be sad,
> sure. But then they could get on with their lives.
> Me? With my mental illnesses, my life will NEVER
> get better. I will NEVER stop being a burden. I
> will NEVER stop suffering.
> You obviously have no idea what that's like.
> SO SHUT THE HELL UP.

I agree with you. Nobody will EVER understand what it's like to be me, and I see only TWO WAYS out of the hell I will soon find myself in eventually: death or winning Powerball or Mega Millions.

What is wrong with you people. I would think you would try to help this person. My Brother just killed himself with a shot to the head. Think of all the people that are now suffering. I think most of you people are evil people

Over the years of driving for a living there have been cases where people that jump off a bridge onto a busy highway infront of tractor trailers, this is a great way to piss people off.

I don't condone-----but I understand.

Even at this stage, this was an amusing thread.

For a very long time I've thought about this end. I doubt anyone would suspect I'm contemplating it, which explains a lot. Primarily I've thought about how it would impact various people, how to best leave them money for the financial ruin. Long ago I gave up with a lasting legacy or thoughts of myself. That's the stickling pint for many I assume.

How to best do it so they are least impacted, no trauma, not in their face to speak of.

I've contemplated this for so long it's silly I'm still at this stage. For over 30 years I've contemplated suicide, and nobody knows it, or why.

I'm not sure if I'll leave a note, because I sure as shit don;t want to make others sad, and it's not their fault anyway.

So I'm on my way to find the proper solution. There's no easy way out as far as I know, it will be messy. I'd prefer to eliminate it, possibly with a heart shot. That's what I would prefer anyway.

For those that think others are evil and dare laugh, hey, it's a very big world out there. If people contemplating suicide shock their friends and family that such thoughts are real, how serious can people on an internet forum be? I would never take it personally myself.

I actually say Oh Shit every morning I awake.

I have A 22 put in my mouth and aimed will it do the job

Suicide isn't selfish you don't even know anything about it. Most ppl who kill themselves don't have anyone in their life worth living for and are suffering more than you will ever know. Be grateful you don't feel what others feel. You think brining suicidal is fun? You think it's easy and selfish? You think none of us have ever tried to save the world and help others? You think we haven't tried other options? Stop beig so ignorant and hateful. You are part of the problem. Yeah we are going to feel so much better being called selfish. We really want to stay in a world suffering with all of you hateful perpetrators.

perfect way to put it

Brittany Wrote:
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> Suicide isn't selfish you don't even know anything
> about it. Most ppl who kill themselves don't have
> anyone in their life worth living for and are
> suffering more than you will ever know. Be
> grateful you don't feel what others feel. You
> think brining suicidal is fun? You think it's easy
> and selfish? You think none of us have ever tried
> to save the world and help others? You think we
> haven't tried other options? Stop beig so ignorant
> and hateful. You are part of the problem. Yeah we
> are going to feel so much better being called
> selfish. We really want to stay in a world
> suffering with all of you hateful perpetrators.

I always wonder why these people who have no friends or relatives and nothing to live for, don't just do something else drastic, but reversible such as disappear. They could go to Nepal and join a monastary, go to some isolated islands like Fiji, the Seychelles, Cormoros, Hebrides, etc. Or even become a hermit in some isolated part of the US -- even PA or VA has places you could live and never be found. Just disappear and start completely over.

So what your saying is that don't do it those ways because. It would ruin their day. What a selfish Bitch for only thinking of other people. No matter how they choose to end their life. It's going to affect them the most. Who gives a fuck of the people that make a big deal out of it. You have no clue what they are going through.

The only people that would be effected would be family and friends. Other people are just being ass holes. Their just pissed because they were late for work. Fuck what you think and think of the people it truly affected

i wonder how you are now.

I was attempting to figure out why no one would just say PLEASE just do not do it. I came to this site for a reason. But by judging everyone wants to either make fun or like the mgr of a place said when one of his employees wants to commit suicide "Don't do it on the property etc" I feel so bad for those who might not today but may in the future. DO NOT JUDGE ANOTHER PERSONS PATH LEST YOU HAVE TRAVELED THAT SAME PATH.

ANNA Wrote:
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> I was attempting to figure out why no one would
> just say PLEASE just do not do it. I came to this
> site for a reason. But by judging everyone wants
> to either make fun or like the mgr of a place said
> when one of his employees wants to commit suicide
> "Don't do it on the property etc" I feel so bad
> for those who might not today but may in the
> future. DO NOT JUDGE ANOTHER PERSONS PATH LEST
> YOU HAVE TRAVELED THAT SAME PATH.


Cuz u need to seek real help other than retards on a message board.
I would think most people dont want to see anyone kill themselves, but on this board u never know.

Shotgun, like everyone else said.

But first try this- go to every family member you have, tell them you need help you want to kill yourself. If no one helps you, THEN You can kill yourself.

If your family doesn't have your back, it's a cold world out here.

if you're going to take someone with you how about some bankers or insurance execs? higher up the chain the better.


forget isis, that's just a fairy tale invented by the above to take the heat for them

d letterman Wrote:
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> if you're going to take someone with you how about
> some bankers or insurance execs? higher up the
> chain the better.
>
>
> forget isis, that's just a fairy tale invented by
> the above to take the heat for them

Fuck you, you idiot. Living in Fairfax County you should know better. We ARE the above, and ISIS is the enemy. If you aren't on board with that, move to some backwater town in a backwater state, or better yet move to Afganistan. You might get lucky and get shot or bombed by yours truly.

Susan Sawle Wrote:
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> What is wrong with you people. I would think you
> would try to help this person. My Brother just
> killed himself with a shot to the head. Think of
> all the people that are now suffering. I think
> most of you people are evil people


Fuck off bitch, besides, I know first hand the shotgun to the brainstem method works, it actually worked for me when I used it on myself, the question is, wtf is wrong with YOU holier-than-nower

Bliss Mcarthy Wrote:
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> Susan Sawle Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----
> > What is wrong with you people. I would think
> you
> > would try to help this person. My Brother just
> > killed himself with a shot to the head. Think
> of
> > all the people that are now suffering. I think
> > most of you people are evil people
>
>
> Fuck off bitch, besides, I know first hand the
> shotgun to the brainstem method works, it actually
> worked for me when I used it on myself, the
> question is, wtf is wrong with YOU
> holier-than-nower


I meant holier-than-thou, maybe your brother is happier now/maybe even deserved it. Don't judge bitch and fuck you. You judgemental types are shit and you are the evil one. Have a good day!

Enrico Palazzo Wrote:
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> I would think a shotgun upwards in the mouth would
> do the job.


But you might air condition the house too?

Kywdb Wrote:
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> Enrico Palazzo Wrote:
> --------------------------------------------------
> -----
> > I would think a shotgun upwards in the mouth
> would
> > do the job.
>
>
> But you might air condition the house too?


No but your can blow me you mexican faggot

Listen stupid bitch dont shoot urself through the chest u retarded son of a bitch why the fuck would u shoot ursefl in the chest if the brain is gone then u will not be alive so shoot the back of you head to cut off the connection it is an instant death and before u shoot urself make sure to record it and have ur parent upload it to social media

Why are you guys fighting so much. It's silly. With all of the potential failure of a shotgun, would hanging in the woods be less prone to absolute misery if you fail?

Kinda worried about surviving with half a brain..

For those of you telling us we all have something to offer. Yeah, tell that to the companies we can't find a job from or the student/car/mortgage loans er can't a ford to pay..

Hey, wow... i am really disturbed reading some of these responses. i actually understand every perspective completely. but it is so wrong some of them.. the people coming after the ones that have suffered to much to bare anymore. you have no idea of their pain. you guys are missing vital pieces of the puzzle here. its amazing how clearly you can see one side and be missing the entire other part of it and you're representing exactly what is wrong with the world and why these people would want to leave it even more. i tried to die with pills and so on and even bought a gun years ago.. it was stolen.. i couldn't successfully die and I've been abused so badly too many ways. anyone that has any advice for anyone else.. remember that you are not living their life. you have no idea the wiring in their brain the way they feel things.. what they've experienced.. etc. you have no clue.

I would like to talk to some of you too. the ones that had a reaction about what a few people said.. so stupid.. i would have had a similar reaction. the ones who sounded like i would have sounded saying "I'm too afraid to fuck up the gun shot and end up suffering even worse when its already been unbearable for how long.. we cant risk any more pain.. we cant take any more and we're still here.. you smug fucks who comment as if you know the pain these people are going through while you can still live thinking you know.. thinking you know when you probably have suffered through nothing in comparison. i wish we could have the science to compare because we'd see who the true coward is... someone who thinks they've been through stuff enough to say such crap to other people like this when in reality the reason you are even saying that is just because you haven't been through shit.

when you go through enough suffering - you develop a sort of true empathy for people.. in my experience..wehn you know the kind of mental and physical pain that can exist out there and how deep that can go.. when you truly know.. you dont go saying things so insensitive and cruel to people.. its just basic mathematics as well.. so remember these people that would say such things.. they think they know.. but they have no idea. its like when you were a little kid and you scraped your knee and thought that was painful. let me be clear - I'm talking about the pathetic people that have attacked these sad sick but very strong people like myself in this thread.

ok, I have typed this very sloppy. sorry, i am just doing this real quick. i have a lot of shit going on and i should have died a long time ago. hard to focus. not very focused right now and this is tough to deal with at any time. but i do believe i have some wisdom regarding all of this. i think most of us could be saved or have a life worth saving. some of us cant or would not be worth it because of the amount of torture and things that have been broken down.. it would take so much work to rewire or fix.. i know this world is so crazy.. so rigged from the start.. doesn't make sense to me. if not a prison... yet we have such disparity.. such variation. how can some people feel such horrible agony and others get to be happy and not even know what this feeling is.. just the comparison and differences in hedonic adaptation and ordinary misery vs true horrifying misery that cant be controlled. my brain and everything i know and have learned will die with me. i could have done so much. i really had so much potential. i wanted to write a book about my life.. i wanted to do something special. i knew i was different.. but it didn't matter.

Shit... reading each thing I've posted so far i may have just confused you guys... eh I'm broken right now..

ah... i wish i could get in contact with some of you.

Shit... reading each thing I've posted so far i may have just confused you guys... eh I'm broken right now..i really wish i could talk to some of you. i have been suicidal for so long. and i did all i could. i tried to tell my story. and i think its understandable when you hear all the details. people just always want to combat you and dying becasue of their own struggles or cant think outside their own box.. sadly there is a weakness in fighting/not accepting too.. when that is the reality.. there are levels to this as well and ... ugh i cant word everything in so many sentences.. i cant say all i want to say in a little paragraph.. the people that are truly weak are here with enough energy to shit all over everything.. and I've got all the info but its so overhwlmeing .. i end up typing like this.. so i cant even make a point and my head is swiss cheese now .. moment to moment the mood changes.. and this is how i wanted to represent myself..no.. so now its all become too overwhelming and i sabotaged typing at all.. because of all the times i dedicated so much time to typing my heart out for nothing..

I am going to bookmark the page and check back here. i wish you all listed your emails as i would try and contact you all. I mean the ones who weren't being shitty and so on.

ANNA Wrote:
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> DO NOT JUDGE ANOTHER PERSONS PATH LEST
> YOU HAVE TRAVELED THAT SAME PATH.


"Don't crticize someone until you've walked a mile in their shoes. Then, you're a mile away, and you have their shoes."
-Steven Wright

I know a decent amount about firearms; I have at least one of every popular caliber pistol, shotgun, and many rifles. Although a .357 will surely kill you, it too is awfully messy. Adolf Hitler bit down on a cyanide pill, it's true, but not being the trusting type, he also shot himself through the temple. When shooting through the temple, you want to make sure to take out as much of your brain as possible, as if you either dissect your brain, or gods help you, don't take out enough OF your brain, you may live on in a persistent vegetative state. To insure death, I'd recommend a semi-jacket hollow point of no smaller than 7.65mm, the caliber der Führer used, and no larger than a 40 S&W. As mentioned before, a 12 gauge shotgun with 00 Buck aimed into the mouth and triggered with either the thumb or toe (ala Kurt Cobain/Earnest Hemmingway) will CERTAINLY do the job, but it's also REALLY messy. I wouldn't sweat worrying about the folks cleaning up your mess, as it's their job and they get paid to, but I'm a really vain guy; I want an open casket funeral. With a shotgun, there's no chance of that. In conclusion, a 7.65mm, 9mm short or 9mm parabellum, or a 40 S&W should do nicely...and use a semi-jacket hollow point to make sure. That will give you the penetration of a ball round as well as some nice mushrooming affect of a hollow point. This posting is probably moot, as you posted four years ago, so are either dead by now or have rethought your situation. Good luck!

Please help by suggesting how to leave with as little a mess as possible.
I am old and in constant pain. I have to stay in bed but can use a wheelchair.
Am a severe burden to my wife.

So I plan to use .38 ammo which is about 30 years old. (Too old?)

I have 2 slabs of foam rubber, about 3 and 6 inches thick.
Should the thicker slab and a 6 inch mattress stop the bullet after shooting thru my heart area?

I will use the thinner slab to surround the entry to keep that splatter down,
but first I will make a small hole to give the bullet free access.

I am very worried about leaving a mess - and stopping the bullet from leaving the apartment. Thanks for your help.

DGD Wrote:
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> Please help by suggesting how to leave with as
> little a mess as possible.
> I am old and in constant pain. I have to stay in
> bed but can use a wheelchair.
> Am a severe burden to my wife.
>
> So I plan to use .38 ammo which is about 30 years
> old. (Too old?)
>
> I have 2 slabs of foam rubber, about 3 and 6
> inches thick.
> Should the thicker slab and a 6 inch mattress stop
> the bullet after shooting thru my heart area?
>
> I will use the thinner slab to surround the entry
> to keep that splatter down,
> but first I will make a small hole to give the
> bullet free access.
>
> I am very worried about leaving a mess - and
> stopping the bullet from leaving the apartment.
> Thanks for your help.

Plus a real man would use a crossbow, right in the eyeball.
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Hey, buddy. I'm here. Let's talk.

Rob, I'm here.

Jimmy D Holla back now Wrote:
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> Hey, buddy. I'm here. Let's talk.

THIS IS A FUCKING GERRYMANDERER POST

HE'S PROBABLY POISONING PEOPLE AND TRYING TO CONVINCE THEM TO KILL THEMSELVES

THIS POST WAS DOA AND HE KEEPS REVIVING IT

Will this do it? https://www.hinterlandoutfitters.com/shopping_cart.php It seems so cheap for a Mag 44.. are they all created equal? I just want to make sure I can't screw it up. No judgments. You don't know what I've been through. I just want it to be over. Only post if you're serious about helping/telling me it will work. I don't want to end up a vegetable.

It's easy to poke fun at people who want to commit suicide. At one time I couldn't understand how anyone would want to kill themselves.Now I know. Just imagine waking up every day (if you can be lucky enough to sleep) and start out your day gasping for air. No matter how many times you clear your throat you still can't breathe. And by not breathing properly due to diabetic complications and severe heart disease you are SLOWLY becoming a vegetable for lack of oxygen (hypoxia) to the brain and other end organs such as the liver,lungs,kidneys etc. I guarantee you, you will be wishing for death and it won't come.It's easy to make sport out of these people,it doesn't have to be a mental illness but physical medical illness that makes you so sick that you've lost all interests in life. You don't think it will ever happen to you?? Think again my friends. No one knows what is in store for them in the future. So I'd think twice before I'd ever make fun of someone for wanting to end themselves. It could be you in the near future. And I grant you that you won't have the guts to off yourselves but sit there gasping for air and going psycho because of that. 12 gauge shot gun with deer slugs or .22 revolver to the back of the head will finish your suffering.

Dr. Kevork Wrote:
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> It's easy to poke fun at people who want to commit
> suicide. At one time I couldn't understand how
> anyone would want to kill themselves.Now I know.
> Just imagine waking up every day (if you can be
> lucky enough to sleep) and start out your day
> gasping for air. No matter how many times you
> clear your throat you still can't breathe. And by
> not breathing properly due to diabetic
> complications and severe heart disease you are
> SLOWLY becoming a vegetable for lack of oxygen
> (hypoxia) to the brain and other end organs such
> as the liver,lungs,kidneys etc. I guarantee you,
> you will be wishing for death and it won't
> come.It's easy to make sport out of these
> people,it doesn't have to be a mental illness but
> physical medical illness that makes you so sick
> that you've lost all interests in life. You don't
> think it will ever happen to you?? Think again my
> friends. No one knows what is in store for them in
> the future. So I'd think twice before I'd ever
> make fun of someone for wanting to end themselves.
> It could be you in the near future. And I grant
> you that you won't have the guts to off yourselves
> but sit there gasping for air and going psycho
> because of that. 12 gauge shot gun with deer slugs
> or .22 revolver to the back of the head will
> finish your suffering.


The best way to deal with someone yapping about suicide is to remind them that "actions speak louder than words" and let them make the correct decision.

People wonder why we want to commit suicide, or that there is hope, things will get better. I will fill you in on why I'm considering suicide this time. I began having panic attacks when I was 12, anxiety soon followed. I began homeschooling due to the severity of my anxiety and depression set in from not being around my friends as much. At around 15 I went to the psych ward for a few days for not leaving the house for 6 months. A typical day in that period of time began with enough time for me to think "Shit, here it comes." and a panic attack would begin. If I left the house, it was like a timer. The longer I was outside of the house, the longer I would have even more panic attacks/anxiety than normal. The psych ward effected me negatively for a few months afterwards. Let me explain a panic attack, as best I can. Imagine someone told you that someone very close to you just died. The shock, horror, and panic that you would feel for the first few seconds or more, in addition to feeling as though you may lose your mind, that is what a panic attack feels like. They would last for hours. And depression due to not knowing what the point of life was if you couldn't be a productive individual because of the anxiety, it's hard to fight that line of thinking. And then your brain wants some control over something in your life, so you develop OCD. It started by randomly picking up sticks while walking, I simply felt a strong urge to do so. Then it progressed to tapping something so many times, so many times with each hand, gulping so many times, etc. I could convince my brain that doing these things was very stupid and illogical, so I could fight those off, to a certain degree, some of the time. So what does my brain do? It makes me think "Fuck God" or something really bad pertaining to God, and the compulsion is to ask for forgiveness. Well, kinda hard to not ask for forgiveness when you're convinced you'll go to hell if you don't ask for forgiveness. Shortly after all this developed I went to the psych ward again at 17 for considering suicide. Fast forward, I'm 29, and although I was able to save alot of money due to living with my Dad until the last few years, I have my own place now. And due to increased living expenses, I can't make ends meet because I can't hold a job beyond what I do at home. I tried to work other places again and again. I worked for a few years at one job that I could still keep even if I had to take a few days off due to anxiety/ocd. I lasted one day at two jobs, 6 weeks at another. Not on welfare yet, although I was on medicaid for a year. I thought that was okay since I've paid taxes, so I can get some of the money the parasites on welfare have taken from me. So now I'm at the point where if I can't hold down another job out of the house, I'll have to sell my house and live with a family member. And due to my home business (farming), if I lose my farm I lose my way of making money. It's what I can do without my issues becoming unmanageable. I've known it all my life so my brain can tolerate it. So then, I will be a parasite, taking welfare and not being of use to the world, feeling like a failure anyway. The panic attacks have mainly subsided, after 15 years of pushing and pushing through it, "exposure therapy", my mind couldn't take anymore. So I just quit exposing myself to things that set it off. That and the meds I'm on I hardly have panic attacks anymore, but they come back with a vengeance as soon as I try to get an off the farm/out of the house job. And the OCD and anxiety is still there, constantly nagging. I mainly stay on the farm and go out to get feed ingredients and be with friends and family(even that causes anxiety). Other than that, I farm and and play computer games. My mind is tired. The circuits are fried. I would push through those panic attacks as best I could while working for other people, but in the end I fail. Eventually it becomes too much to bear. So if I get to the point where I just consume resources, why should I exist? So basically, I'm researching the best methods now so if/when it comes to selling everything and being a leach, I can do it correctly. I have a 12 gauge, I have slugs, I just need to use the proper angle in the head and do it in a location that will be easy to clean up. So please, when you say "Oh, it will get better, just keep trying", you have NO FUCKING CLUE of what you're talking about when you're talking to people who have been chronically mentally ill for over a decade. If I went to a looney bin, I would just consume even more resources and it would make my life a living hell being in a place like that. I've tried just about everything to make it better. So, I'm just going to ride the roller coaster until it stops. If I sell everything, there's a good chance I'll just end it. Maybe I can cover my basic necessities cutting firewood, I like doing that too. But if I do end it, at least I can cover all my debts or damn close to it. Then, if there is an afterlife I can look back on earth and feel like I may have had a net positive impact. I've been smart with my money and have assets. Or, maybe God will send me to hell for committing suicide, who the fuck knows?

This was indeed a weird place to visit.... Those people adding their ten cents worth of political excrement, ridicule of others, insensitivity towards the deep sadness of those courageous ones sharing their despair of living.... Those creeps with their worthless ten cents should have their computers confiscated. I swear there has been more emotional damage done by assholes via their online cruelty than all of human social interaction since time began.

Suicide should not be a hard thing to come by when it feels clearly needed. Perhaps, one day the choice of living or not will rest only with the one who lives it. When life is meaningless to one, the concept of an other's sadness, disapproval or even insistence of "the light at the end of the tunnel" sort of crap would never matter anyway. There actually are societies on this planet who have risen to the point of really understanding that individuals might have a good reason for not wanting to live. A life matters when it matters to the one who lives it. Letting go might be hard, but hanging on can sometimes be so much harder. Is it always worth it?

For myself, though I have been on and off suicidal since about the age of 5*, I really tried hard at finding purpose, coming back from the failures, rejections and abuses to try again. Now at 62 and getting worse after surviving 30 years of HIV and the poisons they gave me to "keep me from getting sick", the damage done is too painful and I don't have the energy to "go have some fun" anyway. I am really wondering why I listened to all that crap about making it work and didn't off myself a long long time ago. I would have saved the rest of you taxpayers over a couple million bucks!
(* at age 5 one does not understand the concept of killing oneself much less killing any one else.... I do remember not wanting to be alive and wishing I had not been born when I was not wondering why I was even made!)

bewilderedbyallofit Wrote:
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> This was indeed a weird place to visit.... Those
> people adding their ten cents worth of political
> excrement, ridicule of others, insensitivity
> towards the deep sadness of those courageous ones
> sharing their despair of living.... Those creeps
> with their worthless ten cents should have their
> computers confiscated. I swear there has been
> more emotional damage done by assholes via their
> online cruelty than all of human social
> interaction since time began.
>


A different forum is one click away.

Hi all,

Was a great read, learnt alot.. All setup with the remington 870 short barrel. Got a 40 Of Jack and playing some depressing music to help me along...

Life sucks.

Im Out...

Dead Guy Wrote:
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> Hi all,
>
> Was a great read, learnt alot.. All setup with the
> remington 870 short barrel. Got a 40 Of Jack and
> playing some depressing music to help me along...
>
> Life sucks.
>
> Im Out...

Don't do it...life's worth while as long as there's triggered liberals to agitate
It only takes 2 posts to get this liberals jumpin up and down...funniest thing I'll ever do!

I couldnt do it.. Got really wasted then i started haveing fun posting music on facebook, and I couldnt do it :-P

IM STILL ALIVE AND IM LOVING IT RIGHT NOW :-D REALLY DRUNk THough LOl and smoked alot of POT lol...

I LOVE MUSIC!!!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ovdm2yX4MA

This GiF link below goes really well with this song :-P

https://media.giphy.com/media/13CoXDiaCcCoyk/giphy.gif

Without music, I would have ended my life many times before......

MUSIC IS LIFE!!!

Express yourself :-D

Its the BEST Therapy :-D

What would we ever do without Good Up-Beat, Music??? :-D

https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&v=psuRGfAaju4&NR=1

heres another great song...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l_3GQu7dm-I

Music is THERAPY!!!

https://soundcloud.com/adamtylermusic/knew-you-better

This is the last song ill post tonight....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I_izvAbhExY

I lost track of time... Im almost 3/4 the way through the next day already LOL

I Love MUSIC :-D

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hWjrMTWXH28

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGJuMBdaqIw

Whilk & Misky - Clap Your Hands

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bH_jxhnPf2c

John Lennon Imagine (Official Music Video 1971)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJ72bYyEtBg

The Wanted - Glad You Came (Official)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BiEEJds8JFE

The Wanted - Chasing The Sun

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RFS5N_yAGTo

Martin Garrix - Animals (Official Video)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCYcHz2k5x0

Calvin Harris - My Way (Official Video)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b4Bj7Zb-YD4

Sesto Sento - Key to the Universe

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P87uJt5UNz0

YOu are a CREATIVE SOUL!!! Use that SPIRIT TO PUSH ON!!!

Suicide

Confront a alligator letm eat you raw
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I Kn ow I already posted this, But this has to be the or close to the hundreth tiem ive listented to this tonight while watching Shakeel Oniel and the kitty dance to the beats :-D


I LOVE IT :0-D


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ovdm2yX4MA

This GiF link below goes really well with this song :-P

https://media.giphy.com/media/13CoXDiaCcCoyk/giphy.gif

Bignic - Tetrapod

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ddQpf8m4ij0

Zombies - Modern

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TshRUMhk7w8

64 Squares

https://inversephase.bandcamp.com/track/64-squares

This gif has been playiung for every song ive played tonight and postesd here :-D

https://media.giphy.com/media/13CoXDiaCcCoyk/giphy.gif

The Wanted - Glad You Came (Official)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BiEEJds8JFE

I Feel Good - James Brown - 1965

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETNWrulIDic


GOof Night all :-D

NEVER GIVE UP!!!!

I cant help myself :-P... ONE MORE SONG!!! Bofore I go away :-)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k85mRPqvMbE

Son Lux - Easy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8PIPyPMNnp8

Talking Heads - Once In A Lifetime (Full Length Version) (1980/ 2013) (HD)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=98AJUj-qxHI

Rag'n'Bone Man - Human (Official Video)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L3wKzyIN1yk

AC/DC - Touch Too Much (Official Video)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JGftIcp2SC0